Thursday, September 30, 2010
, at 1:59 AM
HEAD-ACHE !
I HATE IT !
Man Raghav , is sleeping aite now .
so yea , Here i am Blogging .
Today , Met Acha .
Accompanied her to Marsiling Sec .
Lepak w Anba & Acap .
Back home at 10 .
Sudden call from Vicky .
Alamak ,
Sorry lah syg , I forget to call you .
Next time i text you when i come down okay .
HAHAHA .
I'll not be blogging tmrw .
GONNA GET DRUNK !!
WOOHOO !!
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
, at 10:36 PM
I treasure my friendship with Man Raghav .
He's been Super Duper sweet as days past by .
Daddy , Can i hav Civil Marriage Pleasseeee ? :)
He's Sick .
& Im also sick , Down with flu .
Head's Been Spinning Like a Turbo .
It Hurts :(
But , E pain goes whenever He Called .
Syg Kau La MaMa !
A Day with Acha & Hilman was Kinda Fun '
at the same time , tiring .
coz these gundu here, called me as early as 7.30am
came w/o warning sumore .
Tsk tsk .
Ape nak buat , terpakse layankan lorh .
Had breakfast together .
Blablablabla .
Homesweethome at 5 .
(:
Currently FB-ing , & chattin w Tyty .
Will be texting Man Raghav once i lay on Bed .
Nyte People !
Monday, September 27, 2010
Smile Now Cry Later, at 10:00 PM
Today , went to e new hospital nearby Yishun w this guy up here .
Tga tido sedap2 , die call pulaq .
So yea , accompanied this cute guy here for his eye checkup .
Waited fer like two hours -.-
It's okay , coz he's been making me smile all day .
Yesterday , to Bukit Panjang with these Bitches .
As Usual , w e Ling ahh Linng .
Terrence , Azmi , Raj , Pravin , Arvin , Acap , Sangay & all .
Lost my Cash -.-
& yea , Overall , they make me smile When im down .
E reason why i started updating is , I know theres Him who'll always dropby here, seeing me from far . How am i doin . Im now here Okay with my friends around me . I hope you're doin fine : ( .
* If loving you is a crime , I wud rather b a Prisoner in ur heart . ;p *
Saturday, September 25, 2010
:'), at 7:50 PM
Im Crying Yet Smiling .
I miss you ,
I really do .
Thats all .
I wanna Say .
All e Best Baby .
:')
Monday, September 20, 2010
M.I.A, at 3:26 AM
Im sorry fer bein MIA .
Ive been havin alot of problems this year .
TruckLoads of shits happens this year .
I've lost someone precious in Life .
Which is my dearest Ex-boify .
Im not movin on , coz der's still reasons behind it .
Insya allah , when the time comes , i'll put my past behind .
Alhamdullilah , Im goin for attachment really2 soon .
Hoping everthing will go well .
Friends are surrounding me .
My Indian Fellows , I love u ppl .
Shahid Bestie always makes me Smile w/o fail .
Hari Raya This year is a BOOO !
Boring ,
1st reason , my family is Incomplete .
2nd reason , Single .
3rd reason , Duet raye not much .
:p
This post is really gonna be incomplete . Coz im fuckin tired aite now .
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
With Love, Emma
Friday, June 18, 2010
To my dearest ex-boifey ,, at 1:56 PM
San ,
I appreciate everything that you gave me all these while. I dun blame You for leaving me, Coz part of it , It's my fault. For wat i know it's all misunderstanding . U know i loved u , When u were inside , My mind were on you 24/7. Nobody Knows about it , It's Only me. You told me to move on, I didnt Coz i know u'll change in any way . U promised to love me , But U left Just Because of e stupid Tagged . I wonder , Why didnt u let me explain. U, let me down . U really do . I hate you :(
Im Fucking eager waiting fer your letters when u were in . Im Fucking happy when you replied . I replied you as soon as i received your letter , That shows how much i love you But u dun care . U blamed me bcoz of that pic, If i know i'll happen like this, How i wish i could turn back time.
I think its Time .
Time for me to forget bout you. Time for me to delete all our pics. Time for me to delete all our videos. Time for me to delete all e messages. Time for me to erase all our memories .
Thankyou San-shine . Im soo gonna miss you .
Goodbye .
With Love, Emma
Thursday, June 17, 2010
MIA fer almost a month ., at 4:47 PM
Heylo Peepos Im Back .
(:
Miss me ? :p
Well, I've changed my link Back due to certain reasons .
Those spammers, i dun giv a damn bout you . I dun simply care , ass-holes .
Der's Ups & downs In lyfe.
Thats what i've been Thru all these while .
Most important thing is , IM SINGLE .
Im proud to tell you people tat IM SINGLE !
Happy Happy !
San Is out from DB. & den He LEFT (:
So yea, that is that ,
I dun wish to elaborate more .
Sunday, May 16, 2010
butterfly , fly away ., at 5:30 AM
It's you whom gav me hopes.
& now it's you whom leave me.
It's okay , i've prepared myself into this situation.
Thanks alot .
Azhar , 2 letters has been sent. Not a single reply received .
Tomorrow im sending e 3rd letter, i'll wait till you reply.
If not, im moving on w life, w NO GUYS .
FULSTOP.
Friday, April 30, 2010
Dearest San , IMY ., at 11:41 PM
Bby, u left me.
Y must you get caught wen we're on happy moments.
God, why must you separate us ?
B, I fuckin miss you.
i promise i'll wait fer you.
I Promise i wont play behind your back.
Frens r frens.
Not more.
K pls bby, imysm, come back soon..
ILYSM. Azhar cepat kluar k syg, emma tunggu .
:'(
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Pls stop sayin , I TAKE DRUGS ., at 12:57 PM
I DUN TAKE DRUGS
I DUN TAKE DRUGS
I DUN TAKE DRUGS !
K enough of all these ,
Im sick .
Sore throat .
Fever .
:(
Thursday, April 15, 2010
FOR YOU BABY., at 3:06 AM
Im simply bored here.
Der's no one to entertain me,
even Boify is not here for me,
It's okay b, maybe for you, friends comes Ferst.
But to me, UR MY 1ST PRIORITY.
To take care of u isnt easy.
Ur too much bein pampered rather then me.
Im here tryin my best to keep my tears from flowing. But i simply cant.
I cant help it ! who am i suppose to xpress my feelings to?
Nobody B, I need you to be my listening ears wenever i haf probs.
Lean my head on your shoulders , & you to wipe off my tears.
Where were you wen i needed you?
:(
i miss-ed you like hell.
Called along , bapak , mak , you.
No one answered.
5 days u left me, do you noe how am i suffering here?
u didnt bother to text or even gimme a call . *tepuk tangan*
i hold on to my phone everywhere i go, expecting u to text.
But its a dissappointment. Really.
Im lucky to haf Gf's by my side .
Dey dun fail to put a smile on my face wen ur away.
U said u loved me. Have you ever showed me?
OMG, sayang wake up pls.
Ur an adult. please be mature.
THINK.
Watever it is, im givin u a chance here.
Dun ever take it for granted.
Im still here loving you like i always do.
but it seems like u cant see it.
It takes time to trust one another.
I understand.
Im still not sleepy yet .
Tired of typin alrd.
Goodnyte Peepos !
ILY, at 1:59 AM
He's back from Hols.
But, only god knows how i feel inside.
Hurt.
Apepon, tetap sayang u.
i Just hope that my heart cud talk to you so that u may hear wat my heart says.
XOXO
Goodnyte <3
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
I wish i didnt love you , you fool., at 9:14 AM
i had a great fyte w parents yest nyte.
giving them my ezlink , keys , even my sch U telling , im quitting school.
really fucked up w dad, he says i kept telling lies whereas its true !
Fuck.
Im really gonna quit .
Rot at home till i die.
Cb! dont talk to me.
AKU TAK MATI TKDE HP . LAGY BAGOS UH EK !
& you , yes you . dun act ask if u dun rule e world, do you know why i hate sharin g w you stories?
coz u cant keep your mouth shut & keep blaming me . as if all these happen is because of me.
My fault u gettin caught of shoplifting? haha. da bagos tuh, dari kena caught angkat drugs? Stewpid.
& you San. Its over between you & me.
Aku da malas .
i just hope i cud move on w someone thats really sincere to take care of me.
NOT ASHIQ, NAZMI OR EVEN YOU SAN.
im here standing straight, bein independent.
will be searching for work soon.
Bed , ur all mine now.
Im gonna sleep like a pig.
How i wish i cud sleep, w/o waking up .
I Miss Mum. BADLY!
Friday, April 9, 2010
Baby. u left me . :(, at 11:31 PM
u left me w/o a single word.
not even goodbye.
I Hate You .
But, i still love you.
Eh, idk wat im saying .
im just fucked up !
URRRGGGHHHHHHH!
AKO NAK LEPASKAN GERAM BESOK..!
psst: i miss my san-shine.
oh God, ur playin arnd w my feelings.. Yak-Dush!
bby, im so gonna miss you., at 3:02 PM
people do change. say wat you wanna say. only god knows.
He's goin soon . I wonder why am i crying at this point of time.
school gonna reopen soon, im sure i cnt spent time wif you as always.
Urgh !
*SUNDAL TETAP SUNDAL* u said it Ashiq . okay .
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Why me ?, at 11:09 PM
Why must it me b ?
Y must you go ?
I've been too pampered by syed muhd nur ashiq & that is why i cried when i heard ur goin oversea.
i dunnoe why i cried, but then its okay w me.
i've gone thru all these, go enjoy allrights.
im here okay all by myself.
Im here praying hard so that my precious Aminah binte abdu Rahman will move on wif her life as per normal wif azmir. in 1 day , i received 5 PUKIMAKs from u people budak KB. Korang pk korang Laki aku kene takot, aku siket pun tk Heran. Eh, Korang maki mak aku taw skarang. Standby. K . Standby .
Korang takya carik aku, aku sendrik yang akan jumpe korang k. Slamat.
Aku da Ngantok, & aku da mls nak type panjang2.
B. i hope u know how i felt. :,(
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
1ST MONTHSARY, at 4:22 AM
A month had passed.
So far, im happy w life now .
Hoping my dearest San to lazer his tattoo soon.
I Sayang Him alot.
B , its our 1st monthsary.
May we Last LonG.
Tomorrows plan,
Karaoke & ehem2.
UB da tak main. Hehehehe.
K trip,trip,trip.
Last ,
I LOVE AZHAR <3
*more pics to upload. *yawnz!*
Thursday, April 1, 2010
, at 4:32 PM
Had Fun w PG's at Sentosa Yesterday.
Sorry for being Late , But at least i make it Der !
With e Bee Hoon . HaHa.
& im Sorry for goin back home early, had some probs goin on.
My menses Cramps is Killing me. Omg .
Sunday, March 28, 2010
U+ME=LOVE, at 7:00 PM
I MISS YOU PEOPLE BADLY, COME BACK SOON.
Now, Ur mine. FULSTOP.
I'll be waitin for Thursday.
Im Miss-ing u badly here.
I know you people out there must be wondering, why am i w this tattoed guy here. I dun care bout his past, he's removing his tattooes soon. How bad-looking he is, i dun fuckin care. Coz he took good care of me. & he loves me. Baby, im sorry. I noe im imperfect. I'll try my very best not to hurt u. I Love u, i really do. U know my past, i hope everythings over now. Theres no other people out there can say anything. Even ashiq or Nazmi. I know dey wan e very best for me. i chose u & u noe why. I've met ur whole family, dey're nice people. i noe u r too, Pls change for e better aite baby. Let's put our drugs aside now. I'll always b by ur side no matter wat. P.O.P is comin soon, & that will b my second time celebrating it. That reminds me of something. Haish.
Come back soon aite !
These peeps makes me smile as always., at 6:17 PM
I <3 Him . I'm still here waiting. Come back soon.
It's always Us.
I Miss Date-ing w Her :)
Last Long Love .
I Miss Someone. Not You !, at 2:55 AM
Fuhh !
Just came back from Casablanca . MaBok!
Tagged. Checked.
FB. Checked.
Next , Blog. The ferst ting i scroll was my tagboard.
This Idiotic Ah k. He thinks i'm really pissed off w his stupid bla bla thinggy.
WTH sia, so stupid.
Hate Me, Watever vulgarities u gav me, i've had enuff of it .
Haha, so i coudnt be bothered anymore. Hav ur Gas kayy gerek2 !
EH, SAPA MAU JILAT LU BALEK ? TAK MALU PAH ?
*sape rase cili trase pedas k*
Adel, seriously, imy sia ! never text me alrd. Haha. Will go watch horror movie next time kay.
I miss My Hommies. ESPECIALLY my one & only San. The 1 who always makes me smile. See yyou next thurs aite babe.
Nazmi, wats wrong wif you ? arent we frens ? Y are you taking all those stuffs ? u asked me to Change. But den wats happening to you? y ?
Waduhh, Kocek gua suda koyakk.
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Untuk ibuku tersayang ,, at 5:03 PM
Hello Peeps.
Here i am blogging waiting for gf to b ready.
Goin out, Staying out late w Bf's &gf's . Spending my times w ***** .
Thats for keeping my mind off him.
Watever i say, it's true i've been missing you badly. But idk y, im still really fuckin mad at you.
Haish.
Ibu, Kalau ibu bace ini , this is for u .
IBU, EMMA RINDU SANGAT2 DENGAN IBU.
TAPI APEKAN DAYE, ASHIQ ANAK IBU, IBU JAGE DIE BAEK2 KAY.
EMMA UNDUR DIRI, EMMA AKAN TUKAR NUMBER TAK LAME LAGY,
SUMPAH DEMI ALLAH, EMMA SAYANG SANGAT2 dAN RINDU DENGAN IBU DAN AYAH,
EMMA PELACOR. EMMA DOAKAN KEBAHGIAAN KELUARGE IBU K. IBU JAGE DIRI BAEK2,
shall stop here .
okay , im crying
:'(
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
, at 2:32 PM
Spending my every 24hrs wif my Gfs & Bfs Makes me smile as always.
Baby & Azmir , i miss u people badly . i hope you repent once ur out.
San , Im Happy fer you. Plz dun Awol again . Ur mum has been calling me everyday .
u've promised me okay. Dun ever run away again.
I miss Ashiq & Nazmi. Seriously.
Spendin my nytes at ct hall w gfs yest, talked about Mum-in-laws.
& out of a sudden, Mummy called.
ibu, emma rindu ibu sangat2, emma tk perna lupekan ibu..
emma cume takot ashiq maki hamon emma lagi.
Emma harap ibu faham .
*Pics all uploaded in FB.
Monday, March 15, 2010
, at 5:17 AM
1st of all, im totally shagged aite now. Just came back from 3 days Malacca trip & guessed wat my Dearest X-boifey was der too. Kampong kami sbelah2 jer kan b? haha. Get to met him only fer a few secs sia, stupid gate ! Well, ppl my life was totally a mess. By someone i trusted stabbing behind my back, u fuckin lil Whore & ur stupid boyfriend . *nak aje aku maki*
All these while i've been to Ct hall as always. Meet up w Gfs & also Hubbies. My BabySan, where r u? I'm still waitin. & u Aman Thareq i Love u as well. U people brighten my life up after all ! Ashiq? Gone !
Hah,& her stupid gf konon nak motivate la konon. Blah lah lu.
Saturday, March 6, 2010
, at 2:25 AM
I've got alot of stories to share.
but im Shagged ryte now.
Alot of pix to be upload.
So yea, i post whenever im free okay .
& yea , Im finally Single !
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
, at 11:29 PM
Ur goin Taiwan tomorrow. I wishh u all e best Ashiq. I hope u enjoy urself there & forget bout our past. I may b hating u to wat u did. But DEFINITELY, i'll keep all e memories we've had since 100607. I'll be missing you for sure. Take care of yourself from now on. I may not be w u , pls change to a better person. Not for me, but for ur ownself. These pix are e last moments we spent together . Updated here, I'll be deleting everything about us after this.
So, pls pls pls . Dun lemme think bout you anymore.
Wish u luck & hope ur happy w lyfe now. Keep my phone for memo, its okay. U may have it, but abg's psp. Pls giv him back okay. ASAP. Thankyou.
Someone kena bitten by a centipede, i hope he's okayy. Im sorry. Im nt in e mood. Haf a good rest ya.
Adel, C ya tomorrow !
, at 12:18 PM
DO YOU STILL LOVE ME LIKE YOU USED TO ?
DO YOU STILL REMEMBER OUR FIRST DATE ?
DO YOU STILL THINK OF ME EVERY NYTE ?
, at 12:11 PM
The happiest day in this yr whereby someone text me in the morning saying he's off to work.
Even beep me wen i didnt reply. Is tat a good sign? Hope so yea. Kipp it goin !
Really make me smile from ear to ear Dude .
Im happy that ur changin pls dun take things for granted again.
I've done my part today , waking up adel was e easiest part ! HaHa.
Heard her smelly voice early in e morning .
Adel, Sweet Voice? Who sia Who ? Hahahaha!
Called Gf Mina , chatted w her awhile .
Nice story though. He can say watever shits he wants . I dun fuckin care . Love Me or hate me, Tat doesnt matter coz i dun fuckin bother .
Iblis 10 Muke? thats Him. Ass-hole.
Im now searchin fer food. there's only Chocolates at home.
Fuhh! im so gonna gain weight againnn ! Wahlaooo....!
With Love,
Emma Zailani
, at 1:33 AM
Adel must be sleepin aite now. Haha.
She says im worst den her dad, coz i kept forcing her to sleep.
I dowan u to b late Gundu !
Kurt Called me yest. Suddenly siul, shocked kejap! Haha.
HELP, I CANT SLEEPPPPP !
With Love,
Emma Zailani
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Ur killin me bby :(, at 8:07 PM
WanTengku called me exactly at 6 to make sure tat im nt late fer school.
Ur soo kind bein my alarm w/o me askin you to do so. HaHa.
But thanx aniwae. I woke up , Blank , & slept again.
Im so dizzy ! Cannot take it . Tot of goin for PE seh, Haiya.
ZzZzZz, woke-up at 9 . Called WeeSin tot of gg sch w him But he's alrd on his way to sch.
So Bo pian, putting my dizzi-ness & cramps aside, had my bath. & off to sch.
My very first time takin train to sch. LOL.
no choice, I hafta b in sch at 10.30.
Puttin my earpiece on, hearin on melodies thru e journey'
Nazmi text to make sure tat im on my way to sch. (: haha. Kind enuff .
Yea, & also Somebody called me . My pathetic X-bf . haha.
Called me askin how to trace iphone wen its lost .
Am i an information counter ? Is there an I above my head ?
Orang kalau nak mintak tolong, bbl baek2. Bodoh!
Continued my way to sch. i was late by 25 Minutes. HUHU !
Lucky no scoldings from maam.
So TickTock Ticktock , school ends at 2+
Bus-ed back home w RJ & lena.
Went to Civic Lerk Thai den to NTUC.
Nearly kena conned by a mly couple whose doin some stupid "business"
Asked to signup a line w Iphone. They will pay fer e registration & all .
But dey wan that iphone to export it to other country,
Wah lyke real. & even said that dey'll buy that iphone frm me for only $500 .
Kanasai ~!
911;HOME.
FB,TAGGED,BLOG.
Met Gf Ana under e block.
HUffHuffPuffPuff .
Home.
Watched Santau , Scary . Tsk2 . Lucky am not alone.
Been Texting w Adel since Morning .
Now, Forcing her to go to sleep Coz she's workin tomorrow.
Wed&Thurs NO sch! SO SHIOOKKK!
Exams next week , OMG , Not ready fer it.
With Love,
Emma Zailani
Monday, March 1, 2010
, at 11:36 PM
Went to marsiling Wif ---- . Accompany him buy minyak .
He treat me Lunch. Cool kan. HaHa. Thankyou broinlaw.
went back home straight after that, waitin fer 911 was e fuckin part.
Bus was fuckin late. Me & him was lyke cursing here & der.
soon aft e bus reached, board it . stopped by takraw Court ,
Den Home sweet Home.
Till now, im still online msging w Adel. Haha.
Textin w Bestie Mirul was e craziest part.
OTP w Gf , can sambil2 text me huh !
Notty nyer Kaooo!
Hahaha.
Today, i've put everything behind.
Thankyou for everything .
Im a lakhnat rmmb?
With Love,
Emma Zailani
Bro's engagement ., at 12:08 PM
Positive thykin; Lookin at e bright side, Left everythin all behind.
This is wat i made for Kak Yaty. Lots of effort sia .
All Gubahans for Her
80 Bucks in total. This is what i love most.
This is what abg receive. a Fossil Watch. & a Ring attached to e Motor.
Cool Shit.
Brownies. :)
Sleptover at Grandma's Home Before Bro's engagement day .
Reached there at 7.
Ate 2 plates of Nasi Lemak . Potato Balls . Yummey Sia i tell you.
Tats how i effing miss her cookings.
So yea, Started rolling e dough for puff pastry to make curry puffs.
It's not really hard to make a puff pastry at a non-aircon room.
E humidity didnt melt e pastry margarine used. Cool .
So yea, continued rolling pins till 1 am. Tired , cant take it anymore.
Rest , chitchat w beloved cousins . AinHandsome & WanGay . Also Taufiq .
Chaos . Chaos .
Me & Ain did something which is least expected. Cant list it down Here. HUHU.
Slept at arnd 4am.
E next day ,
Awaken By nenek's voice & it was alrd 9am.
i hafta continue Makin that curry puff & samosa.
OMG. Haf a quick bath. & settle everything .
Had a very bad tummy ache that day.
But still i could make it. i tried my very best, puttin my heart & soul doin all this for my bro . (:
Bro's engagement was a cockUp. Whereby, everyones late . & e weather is fuckin hot i tell you.
Rushed to kak yaty's home, promising to b der at 2.30 , but we reached der at 3.
Atok gav a speech , I was laughin all e way. i dun even know why. HUHU.
I was ashamed wen i hafta to walk arnd e house & giv Bunga rampai to each & everyone of dem. Omg ! Malu ! Malu!
I tripped AT something, Lucky i didnt fall . Sotong sia !
I didnt ate anything der , Coz it was like very hot , i sat under e block, & hav my ciggies .
Guess wat , I talked to ean ! 1st look i tot he was abit paisey to talk sia.
Ean & me was subsequently close wen we were young. Since we're gettin older, we didnt talk to each other.
Not forgettin , i was like a waitress der , serving drinks to azam's fren . Tsk2.
I didnt get to take photos of Kak Yaty. :(
After everythings, done . We went back to Grandma's home.
Layan tamu & all. Rest & had durians w Maklong.
Actually was kinda hav no mood tat day.
THANX TO TAT SOMEONE.
THANX TO TAT SOMEONE.
Kakak was looking forward to meet u, u seems like nt intrested.
She's dissappointed w ya. Hmms.
Abang gav me a ride home . Its like first time siull! Hahaha.
E helmet is $^^*&&(* ! Fuckin Big !
Reached home safely. Settle things down. Online , Chatted w Bestie . Mirul Black ! & ZulHilmi !
Happy, at least ders someone to entertain me wen im nt in e mood.
Nak harapkan kao, kao pun tkley uat aku happy. Bbl takda cara. Biadap & tat lakhnat supposed to b referring to you, not me u Pig-head!
Check FB & all .
exactly at 12 . I slept.
So yea , today obviously skipped sch & hav self revision at home. Not so, mayb gg JB Layta.
THATS OL FOLKS!
Saturday, February 27, 2010
MUNDANE, at 12:34 AM
Phase test was Very well done . Take a look at it . It's called Bavarian Mousse (:
Im not that artistic though, i manage to template it well . Happy ! Happy !
Rushed home; appointment waitin at 3.45 .
Reached Home, Get ready , & something gone missing.
I was fuckin fucked up , i was my ezlink.
Most to most why must it b my ezlink card. CB!
Searched for it , still coudnt be found.
& NOW I REALLY HAFTA STRUGGLE FOR COINS FOR MY BLOODY TRANSPORTATION!
Met LOVE at bugis. Proceed to Vivo planning to watch DearJohn. Cancelled due to some reasons.
So, had our freakin lunch at CarlsJunior. Yums!
Freeflow of water eyh sayang? Hehe.
Had our nicotine puffs, Iloveyou,youLoveMe stories.
Jalan2 , tired , 963 back home.
Slept thru our journey. Love was bein sweet, hugged me thruout our journey. Even borrowed me his jacket. Sweet kan. iloveyou Bitch.
OURS (:
Reached home, Mood change. See-ing my home like a KaranGuni Place. I was lyke , URGH!
i just coudnt describe how mad i am aite now.
Hungry yet ders not even a single food.
ANGRY, didnt talk to anyone xcept fer my lil bro.
Cause wat, he at least make an effort to search fer my fuckin ezlink.
AT LEAST, he cared .
But her ? HuHu. No respond. Not even havin e initiative to gimme any amount of money fer my transportation. It's okay la eyh, I still hafta respect u no matter wat. Jus let me cool down .
Daddy is the best. at least he pitied me, tranferrin me money w/o me askin.
I guess i hafta stop talkin bout this, really.
-_-
Tomorrow Sis comin back home, Miss-ing her lyke hell Loads Sia.
Goin to Grandma Home to help out for Abg's engagement tis Sunday.
Shud be sleepin over. (: (:
*Yawns*
Sleepy Now.
Bed Im Comin.
TOODLES.
*BIASERLA ANAK LAGI 1 NAK ALEK, KAO MANE PERLUKAN AKU AGY. TAKPER UH EKK! AKU DA BIASE DIBODOH2KAN. TAKPER2, ADE PERGI ADE BALEK. KAO TENGOK JE, BESOK RUMA AKU KASI KAPAL PECAH!
Friday, February 26, 2010
, at 12:02 AM
as promised , i went for lifeskill.
Irene was disscussin bout social studies, which is not part of lifeskill. -_-
Ticktock its 3pm.
Met beloved & went Queensway.
Beloved Bought Me something . (:
Thankyou sayang . WOAINI !
Now, just finished revising . Hope-ing everythings goes well tomorrow.
Thursday, February 25, 2010
, at 1:47 AM
Project DONE.
Next, final exams.
After Next, HOLS!
Woohoo..!
Brother gettin engaged this Sunday. Wanting Love to come along but im nt ready yet to introduce Him/Her to my whole family. Love was upset w me. Im sorry, it takes time. Really. After to what my ex did, its really a trauma to me.
Friends come & go. E one whom really stays was my secondary school mates. They hav been makin me smile lately. & yea , My closest friend so called X-boyfriend didnt fail to make me laugh as always. I miss Mok nonsensical Jokes . It was unexpected that me & wanTengku could be best friends. What i remembered was, ppl in 1N3 hates us as Couples. Really damn funneh lah last time. We re-called back everything & laugh our ass off. Pecah perut siul !
Here, im tellin that someone that imysm, i noe i've always make u mad. Im sorry.
Im meeting someone soon. Next Thursday. Cool shit.
If u're really leavin this time round, go ahead. Im not begging nor sayin a single word . But here i am, sayin Goodbye, wishin u e best of luck.
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
, at 11:23 PM
Im still awake .
Totally SHAGGED.
Need my sleep now.
Goodnyte Readers.
* Baby get well soon !
(:, at 4:47 AM
I've not been blogging for succha long tyme due to My fuckin drugs .
So yea . I've left dem all behind.
Im starting ANEW ! i mean it , ANEW BEGINNING .
Shall post a proper one Layta . Im kinda sleepy now, I cant sleep coz i hafta wake up at 6.
Guess wat its alrd 4.50 . Im so gonna die !
Webcam w <3 just now. She make my day. & i love ppl around me Now.
toodles.
