E for Emma !

2010-09-30T01:59:00.000+08:00

HEAD-ACHE !

I HATE IT !

Man Raghav , is sleeping aite now .

so yea , Here i am Blogging .

Today , Met Acha .

Accompanied her to Marsiling Sec .

Lepak w Anba & Acap .

Back home at 10 .

Sudden call from Vicky .

Alamak ,

Sorry lah syg , I forget to call you .

Next time i text you when i come down okay .

HAHAHA .

I'll not be blogging tmrw .

GONNA GET DRUNK !!

WOOHOO !!

2010-09-28T22:36:00.000+08:00

I treasure my friendship with Man Raghav .

He's been Super Duper sweet as days past by .

Daddy , Can i hav Civil Marriage Pleasseeee ? :)

He's Sick .

& Im also sick , Down with flu .

Head's Been Spinning Like a Turbo .

It Hurts :(

But , E pain goes whenever He Called .

Syg Kau La MaMa !

A Day with Acha & Hilman was Kinda Fun '

at the same time , tiring .

coz these gundu here, called me as early as 7.30am

came w/o warning sumore .

Tsk tsk .

Ape nak buat , terpakse layankan lorh .

Had breakfast together .

Blablablabla .

Homesweethome at 5 .

Currently FB-ing , & chattin w Tyty .

Will be texting Man Raghav once i lay on Bed .

Nyte People !

Smile Now Cry Later

2010-09-27T22:00:00.000+08:00

Today , went to e new hospital nearby Yishun w this guy up here .

Tga tido sedap2 , die call pulaq .

So yea , accompanied this cute guy here for his eye checkup .

Waited fer like two hours -.-

It's okay , coz he's been making me smile all day .

Yesterday , to Bukit Panjang with these Bitches .

As Usual , w e Ling ahh Linng .

Terrence , Azmi , Raj , Pravin , Arvin , Acap , Sangay & all .

Lost my Cash -.-

& yea , Overall , they make me smile When im down .

E reason why i started updating is , I know theres Him who'll always dropby here, seeing me from far . How am i doin . Im now here Okay with my friends around me . I hope you're doin fine : ( .

* If loving you is a crime , I wud rather b a Prisoner in ur heart . ;p *

:')

2010-09-25T19:50:00.000+08:00

Im Crying Yet Smiling .

I miss you ,

I really do .

Thats all .

I wanna Say .

All e Best Baby .

:')

M.I.A

2010-09-20T03:26:00.000+08:00

Im sorry fer bein MIA .

Ive been havin alot of problems this year .

TruckLoads of shits happens this year .

I've lost someone precious in Life .

Which is my dearest Ex-boify .

Im not movin on , coz der's still reasons behind it .

Insya allah , when the time comes , i'll put my past behind .

Alhamdullilah , Im goin for attachment really2 soon .

Hoping everthing will go well .

Friends are surrounding me .

My Indian Fellows , I love u ppl .

Shahid Bestie always makes me Smile w/o fail .

Hari Raya This year is a BOOO !

Boring ,

1st reason , my family is Incomplete .

2nd reason , Single .

3rd reason , Duet raye not much .

This post is really gonna be incomplete . Coz im fuckin tired aite now .

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

With Love, Emma

To my dearest ex-boifey ,

2010-06-18T13:56:00.000+08:00

San ,

I appreciate everything that you gave me all these while. I dun blame You for leaving me, Coz part of it , It's my fault. For wat i know it's all misunderstanding . U know i loved u , When u were inside , My mind were on you 24/7. Nobody Knows about it , It's Only me. You told me to move on, I didnt Coz i know u'll change in any way . U promised to love me , But U left Just Because of e stupid Tagged . I wonder , Why didnt u let me explain. U, let me down . U really do . I hate you :(

Im Fucking eager waiting fer your letters when u were in . Im Fucking happy when you replied . I replied you as soon as i received your letter , That shows how much i love you But u dun care . U blamed me bcoz of that pic, If i know i'll happen like this, How i wish i could turn back time.

I think its Time .

Time for me to forget bout you. Time for me to delete all our pics. Time for me to delete all our videos. Time for me to delete all e messages. Time for me to erase all our memories .

Thankyou San-shine . Im soo gonna miss you .

Goodbye .

With Love, Emma

MIA fer almost a month .

2010-06-17T16:47:00.000+08:00

Heylo Peepos Im Back .

Miss me ? :p

Well, I've changed my link Back due to certain reasons .

Those spammers, i dun giv a damn bout you . I dun simply care , ass-holes .

Der's Ups & downs In lyfe.

Thats what i've been Thru all these while .

Most important thing is , IM SINGLE .

Im proud to tell you people tat IM SINGLE !

Happy Happy !

San Is out from DB. & den He LEFT (:

So yea, that is that ,

I dun wish to elaborate more .

butterfly , fly away .

2010-05-16T05:30:00.000+08:00

It's you whom gav me hopes.

& now it's you whom leave me.

It's okay , i've prepared myself into this situation.

Thanks alot .

Azhar , 2 letters has been sent. Not a single reply received .

Tomorrow im sending e 3rd letter, i'll wait till you reply.

If not, im moving on w life, w NO GUYS .

FULSTOP.

Dearest San , IMY .

2010-04-30T23:41:00.000+08:00

Bby, u left me.

Y must you get caught wen we're on happy moments.

God, why must you separate us ?

B, I fuckin miss you.

i promise i'll wait fer you.

I Promise i wont play behind your back.

Frens r frens.

Not more.

K pls bby, imysm, come back soon..

ILYSM. Azhar cepat kluar k syg, emma tunggu .

:'(

Pls stop sayin , I TAKE DRUGS .

2010-04-22T12:57:00.000+08:00

I DUN TAKE DRUGS

I DUN TAKE DRUGS !

K enough of all these ,

Im sick .

Sore throat .

Fever .

FOR YOU BABY.

2010-04-15T03:06:00.000+08:00

Im simply bored here.

Der's no one to entertain me,

even Boify is not here for me,

It's okay b, maybe for you, friends comes Ferst.

But to me, UR MY 1ST PRIORITY.

To take care of u isnt easy.

Ur too much bein pampered rather then me.

Im here tryin my best to keep my tears from flowing. But i simply cant.

I cant help it ! who am i suppose to xpress my feelings to?

Nobody B, I need you to be my listening ears wenever i haf probs.

Lean my head on your shoulders , & you to wipe off my tears.

Where were you wen i needed you?

i miss-ed you like hell.

Called along , bapak , mak , you.

No one answered.

5 days u left me, do you noe how am i suffering here?

u didnt bother to text or even gimme a call . *tepuk tangan*

i hold on to my phone everywhere i go, expecting u to text.

But its a dissappointment. Really.

Im lucky to haf Gf's by my side .

Dey dun fail to put a smile on my face wen ur away.

U said u loved me. Have you ever showed me?

OMG, sayang wake up pls.

Ur an adult. please be mature.

THINK.

Watever it is, im givin u a chance here.

Dun ever take it for granted.

Im still here loving you like i always do.

but it seems like u cant see it.

It takes time to trust one another.

I understand.

Im still not sleepy yet .

Tired of typin alrd.

Goodnyte Peepos !

ILY

2010-04-15T01:59:00.003+08:00

He's back from Hols.

But, only god knows how i feel inside.

Hurt.

Apepon, tetap sayang u.

i Just hope that my heart cud talk to you so that u may hear wat my heart says.

XOXO

Goodnyte <3

I wish i didnt love you , you fool.

2010-04-13T09:14:00.000+08:00

i had a great fyte w parents yest nyte.

giving them my ezlink , keys , even my sch U telling , im quitting school.

really fucked up w dad, he says i kept telling lies whereas its true !

Fuck.

Im really gonna quit .

Rot at home till i die.

Cb! dont talk to me.

AKU TAK MATI TKDE HP . LAGY BAGOS UH EK !

& you , yes you . dun act ask if u dun rule e world, do you know why i hate sharin g w you stories?

coz u cant keep your mouth shut & keep blaming me . as if all these happen is because of me.

My fault u gettin caught of shoplifting? haha. da bagos tuh, dari kena caught angkat drugs? Stewpid.

& you San. Its over between you & me.

Aku da malas .

i just hope i cud move on w someone thats really sincere to take care of me.

NOT ASHIQ, NAZMI OR EVEN YOU SAN.

im here standing straight, bein independent.

will be searching for work soon.

Bed , ur all mine now.

Im gonna sleep like a pig.

How i wish i cud sleep, w/o waking up .

I Miss Mum. BADLY!

Baby. u left me . :(

2010-04-09T23:31:00.000+08:00

u left me w/o a single word.

not even goodbye.

I Hate You .

But, i still love you.

Eh, idk wat im saying .

im just fucked up !

URRRGGGHHHHHHH!

AKO NAK LEPASKAN GERAM BESOK..!

psst: i miss my san-shine.

oh God, ur playin arnd w my feelings.. Yak-Dush!

bby, im so gonna miss you.

2010-04-09T15:02:00.000+08:00

people do change. say wat you wanna say. only god knows.

He's goin soon . I wonder why am i crying at this point of time.

school gonna reopen soon, im sure i cnt spent time wif you as always.

Urgh !

*SUNDAL TETAP SUNDAL* u said it Ashiq . okay .

Why me ?

2010-04-08T23:09:00.000+08:00

Why must it me b ?

Y must you go ?

I've been too pampered by syed muhd nur ashiq & that is why i cried when i heard ur goin oversea.

i dunnoe why i cried, but then its okay w me.

i've gone thru all these, go enjoy allrights.

im here okay all by myself.

Im here praying hard so that my precious Aminah binte abdu Rahman will move on wif her life as per normal wif azmir. in 1 day , i received 5 PUKIMAKs from u people budak KB. Korang pk korang Laki aku kene takot, aku siket pun tk Heran. Eh, Korang maki mak aku taw skarang. Standby. K . Standby .

Korang takya carik aku, aku sendrik yang akan jumpe korang k. Slamat.

Aku da Ngantok, & aku da mls nak type panjang2.

B. i hope u know how i felt. :,(

1ST MONTHSARY

2010-04-07T04:22:00.000+08:00

A month had passed.

So far, im happy w life now .

Hoping my dearest San to lazer his tattoo soon.

I Sayang Him alot.

B , its our 1st monthsary.

May we Last LonG.

Tomorrows plan,

Karaoke & ehem2.

UB da tak main. Hehehehe.

K trip,trip,trip.

Last ,

I LOVE AZHAR <3

*more pics to upload. *yawnz!*

2010-04-01T16:32:00.000+08:00

Had Fun w PG's at Sentosa Yesterday.

Sorry for being Late , But at least i make it Der !

With e Bee Hoon . HaHa.

& im Sorry for goin back home early, had some probs goin on.

My menses Cramps is Killing me. Omg .

U+ME=LOVE

2010-03-28T19:00:00.000+08:00

I MISS YOU PEOPLE BADLY, COME BACK SOON.

Now, Ur mine. FULSTOP.

I'll be waitin for Thursday.

Im Miss-ing u badly here.

I know you people out there must be wondering, why am i w this tattoed guy here. I dun care bout his past, he's removing his tattooes soon. How bad-looking he is, i dun fuckin care. Coz he took good care of me. & he loves me. Baby, im sorry. I noe im imperfect. I'll try my very best not to hurt u. I Love u, i really do. U know my past, i hope everythings over now. Theres no other people out there can say anything. Even ashiq or Nazmi. I know dey wan e very best for me. i chose u & u noe why. I've met ur whole family, dey're nice people. i noe u r too, Pls change for e better aite baby. Let's put our drugs aside now. I'll always b by ur side no matter wat. P.O.P is comin soon, & that will b my second time celebrating it. That reminds me of something. Haish.

Come back soon aite !

These peeps makes me smile as always.

2010-03-28T18:17:00.000+08:00

I <3 Him . I'm still here waiting. Come back soon.

It's always Us.

I Miss Date-ing w Her :)

Last Long Love .

I Miss Someone. Not You !

2010-03-28T02:55:00.000+08:00

Fuhh !

Just came back from Casablanca . MaBok!

Tagged. Checked.

FB. Checked.

Next , Blog. The ferst ting i scroll was my tagboard.

This Idiotic Ah k. He thinks i'm really pissed off w his stupid bla bla thinggy.

WTH sia, so stupid.

Hate Me, Watever vulgarities u gav me, i've had enuff of it .

Haha, so i coudnt be bothered anymore. Hav ur Gas kayy gerek2 !

EH, SAPA MAU JILAT LU BALEK ? TAK MALU PAH ?

*sape rase cili trase pedas k*

Adel, seriously, imy sia ! never text me alrd. Haha. Will go watch horror movie next time kay.

I miss My Hommies. ESPECIALLY my one & only San. The 1 who always makes me smile. See yyou next thurs aite babe.

Nazmi, wats wrong wif you ? arent we frens ? Y are you taking all those stuffs ? u asked me to Change. But den wats happening to you? y ?

Waduhh, Kocek gua suda koyakk.

Untuk ibuku tersayang ,

2010-03-27T17:03:00.000+08:00

Hello Peeps.

Here i am blogging waiting for gf to b ready.

Goin out, Staying out late w Bf's &gf's . Spending my times w ***** .

Thats for keeping my mind off him.

Watever i say, it's true i've been missing you badly. But idk y, im still really fuckin mad at you.

Haish.

Ibu, Kalau ibu bace ini , this is for u .

IBU, EMMA RINDU SANGAT2 DENGAN IBU.

TAPI APEKAN DAYE, ASHIQ ANAK IBU, IBU JAGE DIE BAEK2 KAY.

EMMA UNDUR DIRI, EMMA AKAN TUKAR NUMBER TAK LAME LAGY,

SUMPAH DEMI ALLAH, EMMA SAYANG SANGAT2 dAN RINDU DENGAN IBU DAN AYAH,

EMMA PELACOR. EMMA DOAKAN KEBAHGIAAN KELUARGE IBU K. IBU JAGE DIRI BAEK2,

shall stop here .

okay , im crying

:'(

2010-03-24T14:32:00.001+08:00

Spending my every 24hrs wif my Gfs & Bfs Makes me smile as always.

Baby & Azmir , i miss u people badly . i hope you repent once ur out.

San , Im Happy fer you. Plz dun Awol again . Ur mum has been calling me everyday .

u've promised me okay. Dun ever run away again.

I miss Ashiq & Nazmi. Seriously.

Spendin my nytes at ct hall w gfs yest, talked about Mum-in-laws.

& out of a sudden, Mummy called.

ibu, emma rindu ibu sangat2, emma tk perna lupekan ibu..

emma cume takot ashiq maki hamon emma lagi.

Emma harap ibu faham .

*Pics all uploaded in FB.

2010-03-15T05:17:00.000+08:00

1st of all, im totally shagged aite now. Just came back from 3 days Malacca trip & guessed wat my Dearest X-boifey was der too. Kampong kami sbelah2 jer kan b? haha. Get to met him only fer a few secs sia, stupid gate ! Well, ppl my life was totally a mess. By someone i trusted stabbing behind my back, u fuckin lil Whore & ur stupid boyfriend . *nak aje aku maki*

All these while i've been to Ct hall as always. Meet up w Gfs & also Hubbies. My BabySan, where r u? I'm still waitin. & u Aman Thareq i Love u as well. U people brighten my life up after all ! Ashiq? Gone !

Hah,& her stupid gf konon nak motivate la konon. Blah lah lu.

2010-03-06T02:25:00.000+08:00

I've got alot of stories to share.

but im Shagged ryte now.

Alot of pix to be upload.

So yea, i post whenever im free okay .

& yea , Im finally Single !

2010-03-03T23:29:00.000+08:00

Ur goin Taiwan tomorrow. I wishh u all e best Ashiq. I hope u enjoy urself there & forget bout our past. I may b hating u to wat u did. But DEFINITELY, i'll keep all e memories we've had since 100607. I'll be missing you for sure. Take care of yourself from now on. I may not be w u , pls change to a better person. Not for me, but for ur ownself. These pix are e last moments we spent together . Updated here, I'll be deleting everything about us after this.

So, pls pls pls . Dun lemme think bout you anymore.

Wish u luck & hope ur happy w lyfe now. Keep my phone for memo, its okay. U may have it, but abg's psp. Pls giv him back okay. ASAP. Thankyou.

Someone kena bitten by a centipede, i hope he's okayy. Im sorry. Im nt in e mood. Haf a good rest ya.

Adel, C ya tomorrow !

2010-03-03T12:18:00.000+08:00

DO YOU STILL LOVE ME LIKE YOU USED TO ?

DO YOU STILL REMEMBER OUR FIRST DATE ?

DO YOU STILL THINK OF ME EVERY NYTE ?

2010-03-03T12:11:00.000+08:00

The happiest day in this yr whereby someone text me in the morning saying he's off to work.

Even beep me wen i didnt reply. Is tat a good sign? Hope so yea. Kipp it goin !

Really make me smile from ear to ear Dude .

Im happy that ur changin pls dun take things for granted again.

I've done my part today , waking up adel was e easiest part ! HaHa.

Heard her smelly voice early in e morning .

Adel, Sweet Voice? Who sia Who ? Hahahaha!

Called Gf Mina , chatted w her awhile .

Nice story though. He can say watever shits he wants . I dun fuckin care . Love Me or hate me, Tat doesnt matter coz i dun fuckin bother .

Iblis 10 Muke? thats Him. Ass-hole.

Im now searchin fer food. there's only Chocolates at home.

Fuhh! im so gonna gain weight againnn ! Wahlaooo....!

With Love,

Emma Zailani

2010-03-03T01:33:00.000+08:00

Adel must be sleepin aite now. Haha.

She says im worst den her dad, coz i kept forcing her to sleep.

I dowan u to b late Gundu !

Kurt Called me yest. Suddenly siul, shocked kejap! Haha.

HELP, I CANT SLEEPPPPP !

With Love,

Emma Zailani

Ur killin me bby :(

2010-03-02T20:07:00.003+08:00

WanTengku called me exactly at 6 to make sure tat im nt late fer school.

Ur soo kind bein my alarm w/o me askin you to do so. HaHa.

But thanx aniwae. I woke up , Blank , & slept again.

Im so dizzy ! Cannot take it . Tot of goin for PE seh, Haiya.

ZzZzZz, woke-up at 9 . Called WeeSin tot of gg sch w him But he's alrd on his way to sch.

So Bo pian, putting my dizzi-ness & cramps aside, had my bath. & off to sch.

My very first time takin train to sch. LOL.

no choice, I hafta b in sch at 10.30.

Puttin my earpiece on, hearin on melodies thru e journey'

Nazmi text to make sure tat im on my way to sch. (: haha. Kind enuff .

Yea, & also Somebody called me . My pathetic X-bf . haha.

Called me askin how to trace iphone wen its lost .

Am i an information counter ? Is there an I above my head ?

Orang kalau nak mintak tolong, bbl baek2. Bodoh!

Continued my way to sch. i was late by 25 Minutes. HUHU !

Lucky no scoldings from maam.

So TickTock Ticktock , school ends at 2+

Bus-ed back home w RJ & lena.

Went to Civic Lerk Thai den to NTUC.

Nearly kena conned by a mly couple whose doin some stupid "business"

Asked to signup a line w Iphone. They will pay fer e registration & all .

But dey wan that iphone to export it to other country,

Wah lyke real. & even said that dey'll buy that iphone frm me for only $500 .

Kanasai ~!

911;HOME.

FB,TAGGED,BLOG.

Met Gf Ana under e block.

HUffHuffPuffPuff .

Home.

Watched Santau , Scary . Tsk2 . Lucky am not alone.

Been Texting w Adel since Morning .

Now, Forcing her to go to sleep Coz she's workin tomorrow.

Wed&Thurs NO sch! SO SHIOOKKK!

Exams next week , OMG , Not ready fer it.

With Love,

Emma Zailani

2010-03-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

Went to marsiling Wif ---- . Accompany him buy minyak .
He treat me Lunch. Cool kan. HaHa. Thankyou broinlaw.
went back home straight after that, waitin fer 911 was e fuckin part.
Bus was fuckin late. Me & him was lyke cursing here & der.
soon aft e bus reached, board it . stopped by takraw Court ,
Den Home sweet Home.

Till now, im still online msging w Adel. Haha.
Textin w Bestie Mirul was e craziest part.
OTP w Gf , can sambil2 text me huh !
Notty nyer Kaooo!
Hahaha.

Today, i've put everything behind.
Thankyou for everything .
Im a lakhnat rmmb?

With Love,

Emma Zailani

Bro's engagement .

2010-03-01T12:08:00.001+08:00

Positive thykin; Lookin at e bright side, Left everythin all behind.

This is wat i made for Kak Yaty. Lots of effort sia .

All Gubahans for Her

80 Bucks in total. This is what i love most.

This is what abg receive. a Fossil Watch. & a Ring attached to e Motor.

Cool Shit.

Brownies. :)

Sleptover at Grandma's Home Before Bro's engagement day .

Reached there at 7.

Ate 2 plates of Nasi Lemak . Potato Balls . Yummey Sia i tell you.

Tats how i effing miss her cookings.

So yea, Started rolling e dough for puff pastry to make curry puffs.

It's not really hard to make a puff pastry at a non-aircon room.

E humidity didnt melt e pastry margarine used. Cool .

So yea, continued rolling pins till 1 am. Tired , cant take it anymore.

Rest , chitchat w beloved cousins . AinHandsome & WanGay . Also Taufiq .

Chaos . Chaos .

Me & Ain did something which is least expected. Cant list it down Here. HUHU.

Slept at arnd 4am.

E next day ,

Awaken By nenek's voice & it was alrd 9am.

i hafta continue Makin that curry puff & samosa.

OMG. Haf a quick bath. & settle everything .

Had a very bad tummy ache that day.

But still i could make it. i tried my very best, puttin my heart & soul doin all this for my bro . (:

Bro's engagement was a cockUp. Whereby, everyones late . & e weather is fuckin hot i tell you.

Rushed to kak yaty's home, promising to b der at 2.30 , but we reached der at 3.

Atok gav a speech , I was laughin all e way. i dun even know why. HUHU.

I was ashamed wen i hafta to walk arnd e house & giv Bunga rampai to each & everyone of dem. Omg ! Malu ! Malu!

I tripped AT something, Lucky i didnt fall . Sotong sia !

I didnt ate anything der , Coz it was like very hot , i sat under e block, & hav my ciggies .

Guess wat , I talked to ean ! 1st look i tot he was abit paisey to talk sia.

Ean & me was subsequently close wen we were young. Since we're gettin older, we didnt talk to each other.

Not forgettin , i was like a waitress der , serving drinks to azam's fren . Tsk2.

I didnt get to take photos of Kak Yaty. :(

After everythings, done . We went back to Grandma's home.

Layan tamu & all. Rest & had durians w Maklong.

Actually was kinda hav no mood tat day.
THANX TO TAT SOMEONE.

Kakak was looking forward to meet u, u seems like nt intrested.

She's dissappointed w ya. Hmms.

Abang gav me a ride home . Its like first time siull! Hahaha.

E helmet is $^^*&&(* ! Fuckin Big !

Reached home safely. Settle things down. Online , Chatted w Bestie . Mirul Black ! & ZulHilmi !

Happy, at least ders someone to entertain me wen im nt in e mood.

Nak harapkan kao, kao pun tkley uat aku happy. Bbl takda cara. Biadap & tat lakhnat supposed to b referring to you, not me u Pig-head!

Check FB & all .

exactly at 12 . I slept.

So yea , today obviously skipped sch & hav self revision at home. Not so, mayb gg JB Layta.

THATS OL FOLKS!

MUNDANE

2010-02-27T00:34:00.000+08:00

Phase test was Very well done . Take a look at it . It's called Bavarian Mousse (:

Im not that artistic though, i manage to template it well . Happy ! Happy !

Rushed home; appointment waitin at 3.45 .

Reached Home, Get ready , & something gone missing.

I was fuckin fucked up , i was my ezlink.

Most to most why must it b my ezlink card. CB!

Searched for it , still coudnt be found.

& NOW I REALLY HAFTA STRUGGLE FOR COINS FOR MY BLOODY TRANSPORTATION!

Met LOVE at bugis. Proceed to Vivo planning to watch DearJohn. Cancelled due to some reasons.

So, had our freakin lunch at CarlsJunior. Yums!

Freeflow of water eyh sayang? Hehe.

Had our nicotine puffs, Iloveyou,youLoveMe stories.

Jalan2 , tired , 963 back home.

Slept thru our journey. Love was bein sweet, hugged me thruout our journey. Even borrowed me his jacket. Sweet kan. iloveyou Bitch.

OURS (:

Reached home, Mood change. See-ing my home like a KaranGuni Place. I was lyke , URGH!

i just coudnt describe how mad i am aite now.

Hungry yet ders not even a single food.

ANGRY, didnt talk to anyone xcept fer my lil bro.

Cause wat, he at least make an effort to search fer my fuckin ezlink.

AT LEAST, he cared .

But her ? HuHu. No respond. Not even havin e initiative to gimme any amount of money fer my transportation. It's okay la eyh, I still hafta respect u no matter wat. Jus let me cool down .

Daddy is the best. at least he pitied me, tranferrin me money w/o me askin.

I guess i hafta stop talkin bout this, really.

-_-

Tomorrow Sis comin back home, Miss-ing her lyke hell Loads Sia.

Goin to Grandma Home to help out for Abg's engagement tis Sunday.

Shud be sleepin over. (: (:

*Yawns*

Sleepy Now.

Bed Im Comin.

TOODLES.

*BIASERLA ANAK LAGI 1 NAK ALEK, KAO MANE PERLUKAN AKU AGY. TAKPER UH EKK! AKU DA BIASE DIBODOH2KAN. TAKPER2, ADE PERGI ADE BALEK. KAO TENGOK JE, BESOK RUMA AKU KASI KAPAL PECAH!

2010-02-26T00:02:00.000+08:00

as promised , i went for lifeskill.

Irene was disscussin bout social studies, which is not part of lifeskill. -_-

Ticktock its 3pm.

Met beloved & went Queensway.

Beloved Bought Me something . (:

Thankyou sayang . WOAINI !

Now, just finished revising . Hope-ing everythings goes well tomorrow.

2010-02-25T01:47:00.000+08:00

Project DONE.
Next, final exams.
After Next, HOLS!
Woohoo..!

Brother gettin engaged this Sunday. Wanting Love to come along but im nt ready yet to introduce Him/Her to my whole family. Love was upset w me. Im sorry, it takes time. Really. After to what my ex did, its really a trauma to me.

Friends come & go. E one whom really stays was my secondary school mates. They hav been makin me smile lately. & yea , My closest friend so called X-boyfriend didnt fail to make me laugh as always. I miss Mok nonsensical Jokes . It was unexpected that me & wanTengku could be best friends. What i remembered was, ppl in 1N3 hates us as Couples. Really damn funneh lah last time. We re-called back everything & laugh our ass off. Pecah perut siul !

Here, im tellin that someone that imysm, i noe i've always make u mad. Im sorry.
Im meeting someone soon. Next Thursday. Cool shit.

If u're really leavin this time round, go ahead. Im not begging nor sayin a single word . But here i am, sayin Goodbye, wishin u e best of luck.

2010-02-23T23:23:00.000+08:00

Im still awake .

Totally SHAGGED.

Need my sleep now.

Goodnyte Readers.

* Baby get well soon !

(:

2010-02-23T04:47:00.000+08:00

I've not been blogging for succha long tyme due to My fuckin drugs .

So yea . I've left dem all behind.

Im starting ANEW ! i mean it , ANEW BEGINNING .

Shall post a proper one Layta . Im kinda sleepy now, I cant sleep coz i hafta wake up at 6.

Guess wat its alrd 4.50 . Im so gonna die !

Webcam w <3 just now. She make my day. & i love ppl around me Now.

toodles.

A post to share

2010-02-13T21:41:00.000+08:00

to all my friends who are single,

love is like a butterfly.

the more you chase it, the more it eludes you.

but if you just let it fly,

it will come to you when you least expect it.

love can make you happy but often it hurts,

but love is only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it.

so take your time and choose the best.

to all my friends who are attached,

love isn’t about becoming somebody else’s perfect person.

its about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be.

to all my friends who are just taking others for a ride,

never say "I love you" if you don’t care.

never talk about feelings if they aren’t there.

never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.

never look in the eye when all you do is lie.

the cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl: is to let her fall in love;

when he doesn't intend to catch her fall

and it works both ways.

to all my friends who are engaged,

the true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together;

but how good you are for each other.

to all my friends who are married,

love is not about "its your fault", but "I'm sorry"

not "where are you", but "I’m right here"

not "how could you", but "I understand"

not "I wish you were", but "im thankful you are"

to all my friends who are heartbroken,

heartbreaks last as long as you want;

and cut as deep as you allow them to go.

the challenge is not how to survive a heartbreaks,

but to learn from them.

to all my friends who are naïve,

how to be in love: be consistent but not too persistent.

share and never be unfair.

understand and try not to demand.

and get hurt but never keep the pain.

to all my friends who are possessive,

it breaks your heart to see the one you love is happy with someone else.

but its more painful to know that the one you love;

is unhappy with you.

to all my friends who are afraid to confess,

love hurts when you break up with someone.

it hurts even more when someone breaks up with you.

but love hurts the most: when the person you love

has no idea about how you feel about him/her.

to all my friends who are still holding on,

a sad thing about life is when you meet someone and fall in love,

only to find out in the end it was never meant to be;

and that you have wasted years on someone who wasn’t worth it.

if that person doesn’t worth it now,

its not going to be worth it in a year or 10 years from now.

to all my friends you are who you are,

this post is not meant to offend anybody.

im sorry if its hurt you in any way,

its just a post for all to share.

I need some space.

2010-02-13T21:15:00.000+08:00

Pls give me some space.

I need time to think.

Dont force me , I don wanna make e same mistake.

Ashiq, Dont worry bout me.

Im okay all by myself.

K-A-R-M-A

2010-02-13T15:37:00.000+08:00

Tis is Karma? HaHa.

No ashiq, u've won tis game.

Congratulations.

Im all Yours ?

Will just see . . .

~~DRUGS~~ , i need u badly .

Wat hurts e most .

2010-02-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

Thanx fer evrything & i cant believe tat i actually cried. it's hurting me. I don't know what's god tryna tell me. I had enough of crying, i don't wanna start all over again. I don't wanna keep on being sad. What must i do now? But right now, i'm just confused with my feelings. ):

2010-02-12T22:33:00.000+08:00

Mak , emma windu mak . .

:'(

2010-02-06T23:54:00.000+08:00

Sausage Carbonara Fer dinner at simpang bedok w family . Yummeh-yum !

ThankYou very much fer bein part of ma Lyfe fer this few months. I really appreciate it . I might be moving on. Yea , hope its gg on smoothly. Shall not elaborate , i'll still b waitin . if Not , GOODBYE den .

Wen e rain Falls, Everythings Gone.

2010-02-05T23:04:00.000+08:00

Im really afraid of losing u.

Y do everything haf to change ?

Wats happening ?

Ouh God , am i really ready for this ?

Pls show me e path , im tired of everything.

Ppl doesnt seem to see my kindness, wat dey see is my Darkest Side.

Wat shud I do ? End everything , & lock maself up ? ?

31 days has passed . So fast .

2010-02-01T11:22:00.000+08:00

Happy 1st Monthsary Baby.

.L-O-V-E Y-O-U. <3

Awesome Fri Nyte . Boring Sunday .

2010-01-31T16:34:00.000+08:00

Friday was an awesome Night .

U-N-X-P-L-A-I-N-AB-L-E !

Reached home on Sat . Rest .

Last Minute meet-up w dearest.

He's having Fever , So, Get Well Soon aite syg.

Im sorry for nt bein by urside at this moment.

Tcare .

Tis Tyme, Tis Moment . Im Lettin it all go. I miss my Them.

Dearest Hilman&Hilmi .

Dearest Ibu&Ayah .

This is where i could xpress my feelings to.

Not forget-ing I Miss My Mum. & tommorow's she's cuming back.

She's also sick.

Get well soon k bu. I Love U.

As days goes by . It seems so different .

2010-01-28T20:02:00.000+08:00

- Mum was away to Brunei For business trip fer a Week. It seems so different .

- Brother was away to Kota Tinggi for his Sec 3 camp.

-School was as per normal . Nutink Much .

-Praying & hoping to Get thru this Canada program fer 6 month. I'll Study hard fer this.

-Hav alrd enrol 4 my car license.

-Flu's gone & now down to diarrhoea.

:(:(:(:(:(

* Will b spending e whole Nyte w bby tomorrow. Luv ya.

FoRgiven .

2010-01-25T22:59:00.000+08:00

Yest was suppose to b a long date w dearest. Sadly , He's workin . & yea , a last Minute date pun jd larh kan ! He cabbed down to woodlands. CWP; GelaRe. Yummeh -Yum :p

Train-ed to Aljunied . Fun .

Train-ed Back home , 911 .

Met Bro in Law ; SMOKED . & waited fer my ciggies to arrive .

Tired : HoMe .

Text Bby ; Touched ; But he fell asleep in e middle off conversation . Pfft !

Todae , Woke up late .

WeeSin Start My day w a WhoosH !

Met ZaraBby , AmyDarlink , SaraSyg & 3 hunks Opp Mama Shop.

Den proceed to SchooL.

Aft sch , Met darla Under his block. took 178 ; Marsiling.

STUDS, DESSERTS.

Woodlands , Pasar Malam .

Saw kak Liyana & Izzat :):)

Miss dem. .

Shopping groceries w BBy.

Unexpected tat bby Taught me how to choose a better orange . & other stuffs.

Syg kaw la kecik !

Home : Housework : NOW.........FLUUU!

:(:(:(

A proper post for Yesterday

2010-01-23T14:59:00.000+08:00

Prac ends early.

Had my lunch w e usuals & at e usuals.

bacK home , Housework , Get change took 963, Fetch bby at Habourfront interchange.

I didnt expect to hav congested traffic at tat moment. & i was late for 40 minutes. Sorry b.

Head to Vivo. Had an Unexpected surprise. A movie treat from Him. (:

Watched The Spy Next door . It was Hilarious i tell you. Must watch.

. . Took 963 , drop at bby's stop , Met Amy to pass her ciggies .

Den Straight Home.

It was an unpleasant Nyte fer me , i didnt know tat tears was rolling down my cheeks wen i read those msges.

Im dissappointed & also mad . But den Its Ok , I hav to adapt to my new life.

Met Azam & frens under my Block , Smoke .

Den Home sweet Home.

Slept arnd 4+ .

Now, Im awake at 11+ . Housework , Macdonald For Breakfast.

& NOW IM STILL WAITING FER BBY'S TEXT.

-_-

2010-01-23T00:20:00.000+08:00

2 words :

PISSED-OFF

Dun wish to elaborate more :(

(:

2010-01-20T17:06:00.000+08:00

Slept early yesterday nyte. Coz bby didnt reply my msg. He's asleep w/o telling me. It's ok deary. I know ur tired. (: So, Woke up at 5. Bathed. Kena nag by mum bcause i took 50 minutes to bath n everyone was waiting fer e toilet. Hahs. Out by 6.15. As usual , took 963. Amy ditched school. Taught of not goin, but den i promised bby not to skip sch w/o any valid reason. So went in sch alone. Met adeline & all at canteen. Get changed to our proper kitchen attire. N zoomm.. Hot Souffle. Measured ings & all . Everything went fine. Class was fun as always. But Maam Was super irritatinG! HaHa. Wait, before i forget , I would like to wish Maam Shirley a very Happy Bdae. A small celebration within our class, + a choc mousse cake . Chop2, class ended early todae. Ate something which im not suppose to eat. Who cares ryte. Im hungry. (:

Zara, Wendy & me Proceed to usual block to meet Fahmi&Isham. ChitChat+Smoking session. Went back home straight . Fb , Tagged , blog den ZZZZZ...

sweet&SOUR.

2010-01-19T22:13:00.001+08:00

Dearest send me to school today. Met him under my Block. Took 911 den 963. My 1st day of attending PE lessons in 2010. Cool Huh? Sir even said ,

''How come i didnt c u before?'' -_-

Maam Demoed Souffle . Lesson ends at 11+ . Smoked + chit chatting sessions w Clar , Zara , Amy & Sara . Bus-ed to WestMall-Library-Jalan2 Den to Amy's home to get our cover letter & resumes Done.

i dont understand wat he wants. Told ya, There's limitS to my patience. So, here u go . Kao nak maen Taik . Aku kasi alek. Standby . . ALL OUT BABYY!

why cant u just accept e fact ?

2010-01-19T00:23:00.000+08:00

Didnt attend sch today . Met BBy instead to settle things up. Sum1 called . . Idk wats He's up to. . y cant he just accept the fact tat we've broke up weeks ago. u told me tat ur gonna change definitely. But wats oll these? kao ugot2 aku , ape sia maksod kao. N darling, tats not gonna work, coz i've told him everything . Der's no secrets between me n him, coz i noe ur gonna do this. he's not shocked darling. BOOYAH!

As wat i've told u earlier on , God is Der. Wat goes around comes around. U can say watever shits u wan, i cant b bothered aniwae. U dun wan me? did i ever mention tat i want u? just admit tat ur jealous ryte? Coz u noe, i can take care of my relationship well. Aku sunDal? not U meh? Omg, i just dun wanna list it down here. Ur just pathetic lar kan. . iF u dun even Care . u wun b thinkin Bout me. U wun b calling. U cant Move on ryte? might as well go n die. Jgn menyusahkan org. Bodo Sgt ker? haiya.. da la. yg sudah tu sudah. i didnt disturb u ryte. Pls wake up darling.. I tot we can b frens aft this. But haiyy. lupekan sua. org mcm kao, mane2 pmpn pun tanakk. g ubah prangai kao tu.. K. . kao ble ckp ape kao nak, sbab yg malu pn kao jgk. mrayu2 ciom kaki aku lagi.. klepeh uh prangai.. aku bnyk saba. kao tgu jer k. masenyer akan dtg... JANGAN CONFIDENT SGT KAYY LANCHUTT!

Been Busy lately.

2010-01-18T12:35:00.001+08:00

Came Back from sch on last wedNesday. Straight to Expo To help mum set up e booth der. Was kinda busy. Hell Fun w FiQ,Wan, Azam & Panjang.

Cabbed Home (:

ThursDay Sch as per normal.

Friday had prac. Baked choc cupcake + Chestnut cake. Was not in e mood for prac. So its Kinda Not a success. But who cares? Im meeting bby aFt tat. He's supposed to fetch me Up actually. But den he was late. So it was ter-balek, im e one who fetch tis lil Pakcik! Bus-ed Home, he Chose a dress fer me & get change. Bby waited fer me fer almost 1 hour. Hehe. Sorry darla. I siap mmg lambat la syg. Den, Trained to Marina. Bla bla , Had KFC fer Lunch. :p Baby's treat Taww! Jalan-Jalan. Trained ba ck to wdlns & proceed to marsiling to buY sTuds. Den lepak at e nearby park Der. It was sweet i tell u. bby make me scared Tat nyte. Bodooh u! It was Fun though spending tyme w bby e whole Day ! Let e pichas do e talkings alrytes !

had an enJoyable Day w Mohammad Nazmi (:

E next day. Saturday.

Was supposed to help mum at expo. Woke up but der's not even 1 souls at home.

Dey left me all alone. Tsk2.

Lucky i gt My dearest here. He came over to ruma i Just to meet me b4 he's gone to work. Sweet kan.

Lepak at nearest RC.

Ouh Yar, bby had a bad tummy ache dat day, Ciann dierr.. !

at bout 4, we gerak.

we had a tiff at wdlnds . Coz of e two guys. Idiot.

But everything went Fine. Told u, My bby can think. Cause he knows im NOT at fault.

Ashiq Text really Mess Up . Stupid !

1 aft another. let me tell u, watever shits u did, Nothinks gonna Happen between Us.

bby alight at Dhoby Ghaut . i proceed To expo.

Met Cuzzy der . Lama tak jumpa sama dia !

Kinda bored. so we camwhored like nobody's business.

Der's More. Im lazy To upload.

Shall Stop Here. (:

Will b Updating tonyte.

my Mistake. Argh!

2010-01-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

Didnt get to meet Mina&Shirin today.

plans cocked up .

So here I am, Blogging.

Im happy Bby came all e way from his workplace to meet me.

Im sorry fer hegeh2-ing.

I rushed lyke Hell, But U nag at me as if i did it on purpose.

Hp was charging. Bby text&called. Didnt manage to answ coz im busy getting ready.

I hope u understand. i didnt want u to wait fer me any longer.

im sorry to shoo u off. im soooo sorry.. i was in anger just now. really.

if im ego, i wun b gg down meeting u bby.

its just a small misunderstanding.

I feel so bad , Thx fer e bag aite darlink.

i didnt expect u reali bought it jus fer me.. ThankYou b.

Superrr Highhh. Super Tireddd. Super DEAD!

2010-01-12T17:54:00.000+08:00

Sch starts at 8.

I was damn late , reached sch at 11.

Class suppose to ends at 1.30 , But it ends at 12.30.

How many hour & minutes hav i been in school today ?

Pathetic sia.

Due to my lateness , i was punished to mop e Class.

Serve me Ryte laa kann.

But e Frog was super Cute! (:

Haiiyy..

IM SUPER DUPER TIRED , I NEED MY REST !

Meeting Shirin & Mina Later On.

Miss dem Muchh siaa!

Tommorrow, SEOUL GARDEN!

WoooHoooo!

Bby, Im gonna miss u Much! !

Im meeting Bby tis Friday..

Haiyya!! Cant wait ! !

let e past go.

2010-01-12T00:34:00.000+08:00

Bby Luv me w tat Ring stud. He asked me to wear it. Gf's says its ugly. So, i took it Off.

Look at dem, Makcik Kepo's Im loving u La!

Sara's Concentrating

we drew each other's face. Cool kan. HahaK.

Baby woke me up late .

Its okayy , im nt mad darla. At lest u make an effort.

(:(:

School as usuall.

Late.

Met lena & clar.

Slept in class.

Lifeskill Lesson was a Bore as always..!

But did write down notes aft tat.

Find it useful though.

Sch ends at 2.

Met bby under his block.

Lepak w him Till nyte.

SUKA ! SUKA !

Now im here, Blogging sambil2 OTP w Bf.

Abg ayie snores, makes me laugh like mad la. Wth sey b. Ur so bad! Humph!

*hope everything gonna b just fine. Let e past Go. Learnt from ur mistake alrytes.

Town . Clarke Quay . (:

2010-01-11T00:45:00.000+08:00

Woke Up @ 10.

Still feeling Moody.

decided not to text anyone.

-HOUSEWORK-

Met bby under his block.

Proceed to town.

313, all e way to nowhere.

Den to Clarke Quay.

Lepak awhile ,

Bby send me Home . (:

& NOW IM MISSING HIM ALREADY !

*padahal im otp w him aite now, ILY.

Good nytess!

Wat a dayy

2010-01-09T23:34:00.001+08:00

i feel really down wen i woke up.

receive text frm Bby.

He's late for werk; i feel so bad fer nt waking him up. sorry.

Headache & moodswing at e same time.

im Just stuck here. Idk wat to do.

HouseWork.

Grandma called. Couzin from malaCCa came.

So decided to ajak him along to Bugis.

Shopping of course.

told bby bout it. But haiyy.. e respond was.. really nutink..

Im just Hurt.

Tats all.

I've decided not to disturb him today, coz he's not in e mood.

& im kinda sensitive these few days.

Oh My. i really must get use to it.

Emma! u can do it.

today's plan was Fantabulous.

Fun gg out w my cuzzy & lil bro.

Funney larh dem. .

i kept on laughin at dem. idk y.

their reactions really make me laugh.

mood's change. ThankYOU dearest.

HOME-BUGIS-MARSILING-HOME.

THANKYOU SOO MUCHH SAYANG.... ):

7-8 Jan.

2010-01-09T00:32:00.000+08:00

Yest(7Jan)

bby Fetch me From sch.

Sweet Kan?

HeHek.

Head to JP.

Burger King. Yummeh!

Jalan2.

Den 187 to wdlns ; Home.

Get Change..

To fushan. Lepak.

Tired; Home.

today, Met bby under his Block.

head to vivo.

Survey2.

Had our LuNch at Banquet.

Bby, make me sad ):

its Ok . HeHe.

No matter wat im happy w u!

Smoked.

Den bby off To work.

I head to town Meet my 2 BBygerls.

Jun&july. (:

July waved at me Like mad, i walked away. haha. Tak nmpk lar larlinks!

& u Jun, walk 1 big round 4 watt?

HaHa.

Walk2.

Reach Bus stop at e ryte tyme. Coz its raining Badly.

Took Bus, drop at BP.

July Off to worK.

Jun & me Head to CWP.

Met fyza&her boifey.

Sumtink happen. TYpical matreps Nowadays. Tsk2!

dun wish to elaborate.

Jalan2. Smoke2.

Saw Diqin (:(:(:

Talk awhile. Home.

Helped Mum w stuffs.

Chat OTP w Mina.

NorthPlza,7-11 ;cigarettes.

Now, Bed. Waiting fer baby's Call.

*random post*

MOST IMPORTANTLY, IMY BOIFEY !

ALTHOUGH WE MEET ALMOST EVERYDAY (:(:(:

WASAYANGSAMALU!

2010-01-05T03:23:00.002+08:00

Goes w e Flow.

2010-01-05T00:49:00.001+08:00

BBy, ur My one&only . .

Pix taken on 3rd jaN.

Spend tyme w bby at ECP.

u never fail to put a smile on my face each tyme we Met.

ILoveYouhh !

Today was e ferst day of sch.

woke up late, as usual.

Met lena & wee Sin.

Traffic jam.

reached sch at 10.

Cant describe much on wat happen in school,

i didnt realli noe wats happening in class.

e New maam ; didnt favour her much. idk y.

cabott Class go fer smoke break w classmates.

went back in sch Had our Lunch.

had a class disscussion awhile at locker.

& WE decided to go back home, although der's still class.

Make bby dissappointed today, sowi B.

went CCK w amy & sara.

BlablaBla.

Lepak awhile.

Den Met bbY at BB.

BB is like my hometown alrd.

MuchMuch better Den Jurong.

Bby's sick..

Tcare of ur health darlinG.

Trained back.

Reached home at 11.

Tired~

Here i am blogging,

Just to tell u dat..

Dun worry bbY.

everythings gonna b just fine.

cos..

im LOVIN .. U!

oNly U !

* waMinTarqSamaLu... *

this phrase has been in my mind since just now. ur soo cute deary.. (:

Who else kan.

2010-01-04T00:32:00.000+08:00

Bby, i enjoyed every single seconds w u.

u taught me to b INDEPENDENT,

u taught me to b PATIENT,

U changed me to a better person.

Till now, i still remembered our ferst date.

its a chaos , rmmbr?

Lucky awk fhm sy (:

Sayyang awk larh b.

Im sooo nt gonna let u go NAZMI..

*aku tak perlu kao larh ashiq. taqmo nk sweet talk , konon nak tunggu aku or watsoever.

Miss Me? Hahaha. IMY too. I miss being CHEATED by u. Told ya, im sooo not gonna forgive u to wat u did. Meyh Bodo sia kasi pluang kat kao. End up, Meyh yg kene tipu.. hmms. Good larh kan, i only regretted trusting a nuisance lyke u. But, foremost, iHATEu . . im sure u noe dat. I wanna my HP, N PSP back. sile kasi balik. terime kasih.

2 days Of Not Sleeping. So 2 Days of catching Ups.

2010-01-03T03:19:00.000+08:00

Thx To dearest Sara For comforting me.

Its Much Better Now.

Its Ol out . Hehe.

Bby, Thx fer thinking Twice.

I noe a TRUE RELATIONSHIP will nt End Just Like dat.

ThankYou God For SendinG Him To me.

aT least He's MATURE ENOUGH TO THINK.

Cant wait to meet u tomorrow Coz im Missing u so much alrd.

eventhough We cant spend so much time 2gether, Its Okay bby, i undrstand.

Ur workinG to find money for us.

But i hope u really pass ur 3rd interview.

i'll pray hard fer u & our relationship.

i've wasted My 3 yrs. i dun regret it. But i learnt from it.

. .iLoveYou . .

Thx ASHIQ.

2010-01-02T05:46:00.000+08:00

Thx fer breakin Us apart.

Cool Kan.

I jus wanna start afresh, & u did tis to me..

Im sooo Not Gonna B w U..

u make me Hate u even more.

Congratulation.

again.

2010-01-01T16:28:00.002+08:00

Happy new Year everyOne.

& a Happy New r'lationship To me.

010110

Nice date Huh?

May God Bless Us .

If u're ALONE, i'LL b ur SHADOW

if u want to CRY, i'LL b ur SHOULDER

if u need to b HAPPY , i'LL b ur SMILE

BUT anytime u need a FRIEND , i'LL just b Me.

A NEW YEAR , A NEW LYFE . & im loving it!!

2009-12-31T19:03:00.005+08:00

HappY New Year tO everyOne ; Esp U.

TaTs e end . .
Really Hope u can moVe on w ur Happy Life.
Rmmb, Dun ever Move Back to ur Old waYs,
its not for me, But fer ur ownself.
I dun Love u , doesnt mean Im hating u.
I've gav u multiple times of Chances butt, I jus couldn't accept u back.
olTough u've apologised, u evenn said u wanna hav a nice way of breaking up ,
Butt den u played me though.
rmmb wen we talked n ur mum called?
hmm..
Its okehh..
i dun blame u for BAD-MOUTHING me k.
Ur just a jerk, who always tink about Demself.
TsK2.
ChaNge K.

As promised,
i'll look after maself.
i will hav my self respect.

Nazmi . .
Sy hrp awk buleyy jage sy smpi biler2.
Sy syg awk, tp sy tak ragu2 utk tglkan awk kalaw awk mcm2.
Dun break my trust . Not even Once !

* u said u'll b der fer me always . i tot we cud b frens. But, i've changed my mind. Ur Just e Same. HAHA.

2009-12-21T00:26:00.003+08:00

I Miss GF'S.

Meet Up soon aye !

No Hols this Year.

FucK FuCk FucK !

SG-KL

KL-SG

Kanasai!

5800? Tats wat i Get from daDdy.

Met Mummy Jus Now, Miss her sooo MucH.

Helped her w Decoratin e Gingerbread.

(:(:

Touched !

2009-12-10T13:58:00.004+08:00

Im freaking Bored at home Ryte Now.
Surfing e Net While searching For Jobs.
i've been receiving Job Intvs From Morning.
Phone rang & was actually lazy to answ it, thought tat It'll b another Intv to go.
But it was Chincilla who called.
So answEr it.
Forgotten tat few of my classmates had to attend sch fer IBM today.
Shocked Wen Chinchilla said Tat der's test Today, & OMFG, i didnt even attend sch.
EveN Maam Were in dis Plan.
I was walking around the whole house searching for calendar.
Shocked & touched wen suddenly Dey Sang me a birthdaY song.
IM SO TOUCHED!
IloveYou guys..
mwaRkkks!

Sis, thx fer e Bag (:

Mum, Thx Fer e 50 bucks (:

Others, Thx Fer e Wish (:

Thx To u ppl Once AgaiN!

2009-12-10T00:03:00.000+08:00

Happy 18th Bdae to Me ! !

RANDOM

2009-12-09T14:04:00.002+08:00

TOMORROW IS E DAY!

Dreams..?

2009-12-07T00:06:00.002+08:00

I had weird dreams these few days.

Hope Its not true . . ):

MonthLy Cycle Jus SucKs 2 e core . .

Tummy Aches almost everyday . .

Face Full wif Bloody Pimples . . !

Stayed at Home e Whole day. .

Oh yes !

Twilight is a D-I-S-S-A-P-P-O-I-N-T-M-E-N-T !

but e wolves were Hot Hot HEAT!

esp JACOB BLACK!

2009-12-02T21:18:00.003+08:00

Breads WeLL Done !~

Sadly, finger Got CuT & hand Kena Burn.
A total Blurr sotong Today, Idk y.
Went back home, Get changed.
Out To Johore.
Bought a Nike Slipper (:

Tats All for todae !

PssT!! : 8 MORE DAYS TO GO ~~~

CountDown To Sweet 18 (:

2009-12-01T20:37:00.002+08:00

9 MORE DAYSS TO GOO~!!

Cant waittt~!!!!!!!

*DAMN IT, HE'S BEEN A TOTAL PAIN IN E ASS !

WE-KENA-BEB

2009-11-30T17:29:00.005+08:00

After a Long Distance . . We're Back . . (:

Cute lil Clarissa.. Oops! its Chincilla ! (:

NiCe?

Yest slept at 2.

Watched Rush Hour 2&3.

Actually wanna continue watching , aft Thinking Twice i decided to sleep coz Im having Practical Test todae.

Woke up at 5.40, bath;prepare stuffs ..

leFt home at 6.30.

Confident class start at 8,

Fuck!'

But actually it started at 10. Haiya -_-

Met GF at usual place, went MacDonald for breakfast.

Talked Bout Makciks Banquet (:

Ouh yar,

so stupid of me Texting every0ne to bring Xtra hat for me.

Coz i really tot tat i didnt bring my hat coz i cant find Mine.

Fortunately, Its INSIDE my beg.

I dunno How e hell it gets der.

Lol.

Hot Cross Bun is a SUCCESS.

Aftr School, Lepak w Zara & aMy.

Ate maggie.

Talkk Bout Criminal Mind.

Ouh God, I need taT Job ASAP! haha.

ZaRa, any vacancy?

HaHa.

(:

2009-11-27T13:19:00.003+08:00

Nutink Much Happen these few days.

Ashiq & me doin fiNe.

Lets C how it goes.

E phobia is still der.

I've had anuff anw.

Amy&Sara , u've won! haha! (:

Yea, I've started Working.

So ders no Time fer Me to To Update.

& to all Muslims, SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI !

Pics To Update

2009-11-22T13:53:00.004+08:00

ME OF COZ !
IDK WATS E NAME (:

SIBLINGS LOVE

ANA & ME TO SENTOSA

Didnt blog for 8749857805094803 days

2009-11-21T22:54:00.000+08:00

Tired these Few days.

Had not enough rest.

Lucky der's frens around me.

Dey neva fail to put a smile on my face..

Amy&Sara Luv yar !

I hope Der's no conflicts between us.

But2 LUKENABEB must still Go on!

MWAHAHHAH!

E most unforgettable seen was e tyme Amy Kena Prank.

Dummy Set Ily laa..

aHaha.

Sara, Hav u washed ur Curry Pants?

Lols.

I do realise tat im totally a change person Now.

Im stRong&independent.

I dun need U!

but IMY, really..

Kanak2 d Darul Ma'wa ,

I miss U ppl already..

Cant wait to meet u guys again..

& also Gossip2!

Hehe.

Jus came back from meeting X-Bf.

Gave him e fruit tarts n brownie tat he ordered,

& wen i asked him fer e money,

He said tat , Isnt it free?

Hahaha, Banyak cntek muka lu!

BBy, will b back sooner or later.. i just wan u to change. tats all.

A day to Sentosa Wif Ma Bitches.

2009-11-15T16:32:00.005+08:00

Stupid Face Wif StupiD 4D speCs

After Swimmin At Tanjong Beach

4D Magix Log RiDe

Year,2005
Im so fuckin Diff Ryte?

Thx Mina Fer all e free Rides.
My leg is still aching due to e faLL!

i fuckin dun understand maself aite now !

2009-11-15T16:14:00.002+08:00

I tried my very best to get rid of u.

I even changed my num multiple times.

& idk how e hell u get my num.

ppl out der, pls keep ur Ic num as private & confidential.

I met X-Bf yest,

we wasn't date , but just hang out as friends.

He told me, not to hav any guy friends .

Shud i listen?

NupNup!

I dun wanna b as stupid as before..

i wan an enjoyable life i used to hav.

I started Chatting , & yea..

I must get tis in Mind,

I hav to choose friends Wisely.

Dun let dem take advantage of me.

I dun easily fall fer guys.

& i think, i'll b a lesbian soon..

I wun b finding Bf's but Gf's

Shocking news Ryte?

Haha.. Will c how it goes yeah.

He's njoyi ng himself, & i tink i shud too..

Flirt everywhere.. Its gonna b much more Fun Fun Fun!!

I'll b a BITCH tat u use to hate u FUCKTARD! (:

A better Day

2009-11-10T21:29:00.002+08:00

Woke up late.

Supposed to b in sch by 8.

Skipped PE.

Planned to come at 9.30.

But reached sch at 10.30.

i realised i've been a lazy bumm Since e broke up.

Emma, u hav to b strong kayy..

Dun b a cry babyy..

Lyke wat mdm said, Im a feminine Girl..

Lols.

Attendance good.

Behaviour wise, good.

Only LateNess (;

will try my very best to b independent.

I noe i can!

i believe in me!

i believe i can fly!!!

Todae is actually my 2 yrs 5 mths wif Him.

Well, Ferget bout it.

He wished me, but.. it's just nutink to me.

we're Frends aftall..

Baked Fruit tarts Today,

IT'S A SUCCESS!

CONGRATS TO US! (amy&sara)

*sara, stop making tat voice!!!!

4 more days to a week = total freedom

2009-11-09T12:31:00.000+08:00

Hello readers.

Im very happy todae cos i've forgotten all e past. i've really made up my mind. although der's still love fer him, i tried to push it far far away.. Ayah&ibu i'll miss u badly. Hilman&hilmi TOO!

dun worry kay, i'll still dropby ur house If he's not der (: .. i wun ferget all e memories .

Im Not Happy , Im not Sad

2009-11-08T13:18:00.002+08:00

Ders So muCh Things tat Happen. iM really proud of maself tat i can cope it throughout our journey since 100607 till Now. Everything changed. Well, i dun regret coz i asked fer it. Since e day we met, i maself hav no confidence tat we'll b together till now , but god showed us e path & tat i hav to face it.

Actually i've gav up in our relationship fer so long. I noe tt u can change to a better person. I gav chances day by day, but ders no changes at all. I told myself, i hav to b strongg. I hav to face it all alone. People do make mistakes, i admit im not perfect aftall.

Ibu gav me encouragement. I maself hav to think. After thinking, I shud follow wat my heart says. & now it says, we're not meant to b together.

Open a new book

2009-11-07T22:27:00.003+08:00

Just came back from KL.

a nice trip thou.

Tired Now.

Ohh yes,

A new beginning..

IM LOVIN IT . . (:

Single .

2009-10-30T23:02:00.002+08:00

At last..

FREEDOM..

so... watcha waiting for ?

ENjoy Live to e Fullest!!

By saying SORRY will not cure e pain..

2009-10-30T17:50:00.002+08:00

Baked chocolate chip cookies in school for e orders.

late fer e meeting wif e muhammamadiyah ppl.

supposed to meet at 11.

but at 11, we're still in school..

reached der at arnd 12 plus.

trained to kallang & cabbed der.

Waited But e person was busy at e moment & we were asked to hav our lunch 1st.

So had our lunch at KFC nearby.. NOT TT NEAR!

we hav to walk all e way.. Far sia..

den,den,den..

we went to Darul ma'wa at eunos.

den headed to his place ..

was about to surprise him actually..

but im e 1 who's surprise.

Thnks fer Lying..

Once a liar, always a liaR..

2 words fer u..

FCUK U!

2009-10-29T19:34:00.002+08:00

Been v. busy wif project this week . .

Moody wif maself . .

Kept thinking Bout Him . .

But haiss...

Im jus too eGo & refuse to let it all out . .

NVM, i'll just keep it to maself . .

GirlFriends Make me smile evry single Day . .

U ppl cheered me up wen im down. .

Love u All..

Is tis really e end..?

2009-10-26T23:42:00.002+08:00

Aft so much we've been thru..

is this really e end of us?

i haf to b strong!

tat's it...

Dun keep on giving him chances whereby he's giving u endless pain.

S-I-C-K

2009-10-23T20:55:00.002+08:00

Im feeling so sick aite now..

Throat bein soo itchy...

Nose bein too runny...

i feel so weakk..

i hav to b strong..

Busyy wif tis lil project..

Went to amy's home today..

woke up at 8.. usuall.. haf to spare an hour to get ready..

but end up i hav to repair my tv awhile..

& yeah.. was late..

Sorry sara bby..

was supposed to mit at 10.. but i reached at 11..

sory sory sory!

Took 187, met sara.. & ol e way to amy's home..

her mum cooked laksa..

Yum yum!

ouhh yar.. amy pecah gelas kaperr!

Haha.

went to e old folk behind her home.

Register only..

Hope dey will call us back.

If not by next week, we will go to e old folks near to my house.

Aft tat, went to check out at my mum's stall..

Get $.

go buy ciggies.

den to JP to take amy's salary..

den to coffee bean to discuss bout evrything..

Camwhore inside e toilet..

Walk2 here & der..

took 187 Home..

* a random post. im sick.

A day u'll never Know waT will happen..

2009-10-21T21:44:00.005+08:00

absent for sch todayy..

had diarrhoea early in e morning lyke wth.

actually lazy to take MC, but since had nutink to do, n nowhere to go..

Reached poly at 2.11pm & ends at 4.. Fuck! it took so long to c e doc..

n some more.. consultation only fer a min.. Cb!

BF was fuckin pissed.. he kept on blabbering to himself & cursing e doctor...

Cab down to Marsiling.. lazy wanna take bus..

Dearest bought new smiley stud..

I didnt buy Barbell.. Short of cash ):

Played arcade.. Shooting Game..

I lose..):

actually im good at it..i noe i can win..

but the thing spoil.. haha..!

waited fer 911 .. but end up took 912.. went CWP..

Walk2..

den Saw 1 tattooed hot guy..

But BF is e hottest no matter wat..

9 more months to our 3 yrs annie..

5 more days to Bby's bdaee...

Cash Needed badly!!

Lets talk about Yesterday..

Sir Rosli Demoed.

Kinda Bored actually..

Prefers Tanty Mama..

& yeah.. a swaY day fer me..

I noe im Overweight...

But Hell! I havent even put my weight on e bench,

E bench collapse..

Fuck!Fuck!Fuck!

I was abit Paisey at e first place.. But used to it..

Girlfriends was laughing Like Mad! wth!

I swear im not gonna sit at tat bench again!

I kept wondering actually.. nothing happen wen 4 person sits at a time..

but wen it comes to me, it collapse..

sounds so wrongg..

Im going to e bomoh to checkk! must! must!

HaHa.. jk jk!

* CHECK OUT E PHOTO AT SARA'S BLOG ! (:

Aft tat, took 99 went to Dearest Home..

while waiting fer him to b back,

watched e last episode of gerimis e hati which was recorded by mummy-in-law..

Thks Mum. love u.

Bibik(as in maid) joined me..

at least she can accompany me coz hilman&hilmi was not der..

e Funniest part was.. Bibik cried in e middle of e show..

haHa.. she's so soft hearted la..

actually i aslo cried, i wiped it away..

so does it mean tat im soft hearted too????

Hahahaha... i think soo.. & mdm agrees to it..

Lols.

Slept awhile at Bby's room..

Den shift to bibik room aft he came backk.

its like not nice a gerl sleepin at a guy's room..

Ate.

He bathed & send me home...

19 oct..

Went back straight after Prac..

rest, watched TV..

Went out to ECP wif mum&sibs.

walk2..

e scenery was Hell fun..'

Cool..

waited fer dad..

Went dinner at upper thomson &

Home Sweet Home..

*Dear,

i kept thinking of us nowadays..

I hope, everythings gonna b just Finee..

*Planning on havin a chalet On my bdae ..

will c how it goes..

Okie Readers..

Gtg Now.. Dearest waitin fer my call..& im gg to sleep soon..

Tomorrow sch starts at 9..

Haiss.. I used to b excited wen it comes to sch,

But Now, Tired due to Waking up in e morNing..

Zzzzz...

~BBY, ILYSM~

ILY mummy in law..

2009-10-19T12:42:00.006+08:00

On sat, Called mum-in-law..
I asked her to cook mee soto for me.. (:
N yeah, e next day she woke me up..
Guess wat, She really Cook it fer me..
Sweet isnt it..hehe..
told me to meet her at jurong point..
So met her, & headed to banquet..
Had Korean Food fer Lunch..Yummeh!
Den to, Ntuc bought new blendEr..

dearest Called,
He say he's hungry & wanna Meet me awhile..
Bought him fish & chips N met him at his home Carpark.
He drove his land rover..
Muke action. Menyampah aku..
(:

Mum-in-law went to sheng shiong, so i went home ferst.
Not my home, but bby's home (:
waited&waited..
at last she's back..
watched GI joe..
Obek Ana's family came..
I Quickly ran to e kitchen n sat der..
So paisehh..!

Bla bla bla bla bla bla....

went back home at 9, Obek Ana send me back home..
Mummy gav me $20 (:
Den dey went to Obek Ram's Home..

(my tummy's aching due to e spicyness of e mee soto ! )

Today, woke up at 5..
Waited fer e toilet.. & get to bath at 5.45.
Shit.. gonna b late. coz im supposed to b in e bus at 6.
Rushed.
Didnt get to topup my phone.. & e Best part was ...
kena scoldings from Hym..
Succha small thing, he naggs like my mum..
Tsk2..
He really needs to go fer anger management..
I think.. me tooo.... Lols!

i Really need a slip aite now..

& yeah.. i did a great job on my Tiramisu Just now...(:

An hour..ok worth it (:

2009-10-16T20:01:00.003+08:00

woke up at 11.
still not enough rest.
im feel-ing super duper tired everyday..
i cant keep maself awake..
shheeeshh..

sch started at 2 todae.
& ends at 3.
30%charity disscussion?
plus..
70%Love Story..
Diff ppl has diff ways of handling their own relationships.
In life, theres something called give & take & also give in.
We need water to put off e Fire.
No water? ders no end to it.
So Take it or leave it.
If u really love him, treasure him while he's der.
Dun ever regret aft wat u've gone thru..
Be Strong.
Dun show ppl tat u lose..
put a smile on ur face everytime u feel hurt..
Something tat i learn todae..
Thanks mdm..(:
i'll keep ur words in mind.
TQVM.

Gtg now..
Bby ily..

1st day of sch..

2009-10-15T19:39:00.002+08:00

1st day of sch..
bf send me to scH.
Sweet kan? i noe (:
Cleanin up e kitchen was a total bore..
Meeting Gfs Makes me smile even more..
U people make me happy.. Ily.
Mdm said Sir Rosli coming in next week.. Pheww..
Bf even fetched me up..
went back to his home,
saw Hilman&hilmi , miss those kids..
dey kept quarreling.. so cutee..
Bf gets irritated, n dey got scoldings. ahaks. Pity dem.
We went CWP, N sumting Happen..
i hope, everything will b ok..
ders so many probs i hav to face.. Haizzz..

Well , i'll just briefly explain wat i did these few days..
Coz i cant rmmbr everythin in detail.
STM lorh.. (:

2nd daY,
Mdm Demoed how to make red velvet cake.
Not bad..
But i dun like..

3rd Day,
Prac in e Morn.
Kinda odd acuali having prac in e morning..
But happy wif it.
Red velvet cupcake or cake doesnt make any diff rite? ..
decoratin part sux.

4th day which is todae,
went to sch as per normal..
sara text me, wen i was already at Bp.
& she was just about to bath. Confirm Late!
HaHak.
Amy Just went out.
& yea, i reached at 8, whereby class starts at 9.
Waited.
Today, mdm taught us how to write resumes.
i find it useful.. Paid attention but lazy to write.
Lunch @ hainanese chicken rice..
Yeay, we missed e bus stop.
Thx amy .. Darah here & dere..
Thx Sara.. Not this stop.. Further..
end up, we Miss e stop..
Haha..
we eat w/o emotions.
eat w/o chewing But just swallowing..
Who finish 1st, wins!
haha.. Lame sia..
I find sumone crazy in class today.
I dun understand wat he really wants..
Hope he's alright.. no matter wat.. ppl say life must move on..
Dun regret to wat had happen. dats it.
went Back home straight wif sara & rong jun.
Watched aliens in e attic (not sure of e title)
wen walking towards 911 , get scolding from BF.
Fuck, jus bcoz of nt answering his call, he said sumtink which really hurts me.
well, i dun wanna think much aniway..
Dad wanna treat Swensens today..
Gonna get change aite now..

Bby, i hope u noe ur mistake.

& im sorry fer not telling u tat i update my blog.

its ur fault anyway..

I'll never regret after wat i did.

2009-10-11T21:42:00.002+08:00

Jus receive scoldings from mum n dad.

i didnt came home yest,

i had a great tyme..

but came home wif loads og naggings..

i dun regret, but i feel satisfied.

TQVM bby, u've always been by my side, no matter how stubborn i am..

DaD, all these while, im bein a strong gerl coz of u..

Ily , but pls..

Ignore those ppl who's been talkin bout me..

im stiill stayin here in this house bcoz of u..

if im nt strong enuff, i'll go far away leaving u behind wif dat women..

i hope u read this dad..

bbY.. i love u so muchh...

N yeah, wanna noe e day me, sara n lena went to bugis..?

check out at sara's bloggeh..

she listed down everything..

u uh sara.. so clumsyyy!

But2, had a great day wif u guys..

it'll b more fun if clar, wee sin, zara, adeline n all.

Cant wait,, tomorrow schling..

c u guys!

mwaaahhhsss...

Gudnyte ppl! (:

2009-10-06T23:11:00.004+08:00

Argh!
Sore throat!
Voice changed, so..
ppl duN call me, Coz i sounded like "abang"
Hais.
Sickness Aft Sickness...
Diarrhoea to Soree Throat. ):

Problems after problems i've been facing wif Him.
I Dun hav anymore trust.
Wat shud i do?

Watched Phobia 2 just now.
Scary .. But last Part was kinda Funny..
HaHa.
Must watch!
& yeah, im waiting Fer case 39 i thing..
Cant wait!

Wee siN & cLar ,
Happy B'lated Bdae.
Sorry cant make it guys.
Hope u've enjoyed urselves..
Love u ppl!

*Bf, u noe i loved u...
i noe im bein Stubborn..

Mum.. I miss u..Where r u?

2009-09-23T15:25:00.007+08:00

Mum,where r u?

Ppl may be enjoying their days ..

i admit i do,
But here i am still thinking of that some1
Deep inside, theres sumtink which i always wanted.
e last time i met her was in 2004,
i've been waiting fer years to meet her again.
i miss-ed her lyke hell..
But dad, y dun u understand me?
Ur separating me from her..
the onli wish tat i wanted, & e only thing tat will make me happy is to meet her.

To dearest mum, Salbiah Binte Talip,
I Hope u miss-ed me too.. ):):):

Slamat Hari raya to all muslims.

2009-09-22T00:11:00.004+08:00

Ramadhan had been a very challenging days to me.

Problems came 1 after another,

God showed me, how to treasure that sumone.

God showed me true love, true peoples whom will always b by my side.

a decent face, doesnt mean he/she had a good heart.

They will always stab bhind our backs w/o us knowing.

Dey'll say this & tat, but sure dey dun meant it.

so ppl out der, choose friends wisely.

dun get trapped yeahh... (:

Had e worst fight wif Bf,

But somehow, our relationship cn still b saved.

Thx to boifey, he came wif LJS as i havent eaten fer e whole day.

he Fed me wif love, & ders goes me.. Cair dokkk..

although Im stubborn, But i know, deep inside, i hav a soft heart.. (:

agree ppl?

This year, i've not totally prepared fer raya,

didnt do anything to ma hair.

didnt get to buy new accesories.

Didnt get henna done.

didnt buy contact lens.

Omg. totally not in mood to raya. but no choice..

1st & 2nd day of raya, goes well as planned.

Mum was mad at me,cos i kept asking her where r we heading too.

i've been irritatink these few days..

sorry mum !~

just came back from jurong..

where else, hubby's home lorh.

send tarmos back, & took e baju kurung which mummy in law bought fer me.

Ordered pizzas & watched KL drift wif bf.

Only us at home, Kinda fun actually , but seems very quiet.

Not as usuall, playing around wif hilman & hilmi.

Miss u all laa darlings..

sent bF back to pasir laba & went back home.

Here i am, forcing my eyes to sleep. but still i cant..

once again,

SLAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL MUSLIMS OUT DER..

FasTing makes me go crazeeyyy...

2009-09-18T18:29:00.002+08:00

sorry fer bein MIA.
was busy wif stuffs.
Clean my room+house coz new year cumin mahx (:
i've thrown away lots of stuffs.
this year, very jialat. everything last minute.
& guess wat , i havent even buy my shoe,accessories, & i havent even done anything to my hair!
Tot of perming , but scared not nice. wanna rebond again, but my hair oredy straight.
so tot of highlighting my hair. c how -_-
Omg. & yeah my eyebrows been very messy,
gotta get it ol done by tomorrow.

Bf been v busy.
been quarelling wif him everyday.
i hope everything gonna b just fine.
Lets put e past away, cos i cant afford to lose u.
ilysm. i jus cant describe tat.

i've not called mummy in law, promised to make cake fer her.
but den, i've been so busy.
sorry mummy.
But2. waiting fer me to call u, u've called me ferst.
hehe.
Guess wat, she bought me a baju kurung.
hav not seen it, but i know, its gonna b nice.
Thx mummy.
i love u larh!

i miss school..
i miss gurlfriends..
i miss chinchilla..
i miss sara..
i miss amy..
i miss zara..
i miss lena..
i miss adeline..
i miss EVERYONE !! esp Mama Tanty (:

Lena update oredyy.. happy?
lols!~

Woohoo..! Holidays !

2009-09-09T22:09:00.003+08:00

Happy or sad moment?
Both fer me.
Happy No need to wake up in e morning, Sad fer bein bored at home!
Work? Nahh! not in e mood at working. Wat r parents for? hahas!
Haiya. Hubby Bein irritatink! boohoo..
Im bored .
Realised its been decades i didnt update.
Busy Lorh.
Wif Examss.
STUDY,STUDY,STUDY!
& taday was my last Paper..
wat a Heaven!
I hope i will pass wif flyinG birds (:
IBSC was e easiest.
ThX to sir Rosli.

School ends at 10+
Took 963 wif Lena,adeline & rong jun.
Buy Stud at BLUES, Went foodcourt.
Ths fer e treat RONG jun!
& also e 30 cents. HAHA!
Met wee sin, Sat fer a while.
Den home sweet home!

Like i say, im totally broke shit aite now.
haiya.
How i wish i hav a money plant.. :X

Jus read Amy's blog,
Pics uploaded.
Funney lar u!
Pics like retards.
HaHa.

Gonna Miss MY GFS lot!

3 days passed.

2009-09-06T15:31:00.002+08:00

Lets start on friday.
I've made my decision to fetch him. left home at around 9. Reached his home at around 10.15pm. Waited fer mummy&daddy in law. & left home at 11.30pm. His flight landed at 0022. i waited behind e pillar standing fer about 1 hour fer him to collect his luggage. He didnt noe tat i was there to fetch him. its a surprise fer him acualli. But he saw me at e ferst place. My butt is bigger then e pillar. Haaha. Slept over at his place . (:

On sat, ate at cavana. reached home at 6.30pm. No one at home. Parents went to geylang. Was wif him all e way. Make Love (: haha. jkjk. Studied IBSC awhile. & ZZZ..

Todae, Supposedly to meet him. Thx to him Paitao-ing me. KNNCB! Stayed at home. Study-ing fer my IBSC test. Wish Me luck aite !

shud we b nice & expect sumtink in return? everyone might hav e same mindset.

It's just a matter of APPRECIATION.

Girls say no, but actually she wants it.
& its only a matter of how deep u knew & understands her.

Will jus wait. & if its a negative sign, i know ur not e one fer me.
Coz for once n for all, not a single sec i didnt tink of u wen ur der.
Overseas or own hometown, der's no diff.
Ur just e same.

or mayb i shud stand to my own words. Fer wat make others happy, whereby ders no feeling of appreciation in dem. Ders no point to regret. coz for god sake, ur e 1 who never ever appreciate some1's kindness.

p/s: i hope he wud come. i need a surprise. ):